يا نازحاً عني ولو
أسطيع ما فارقتُهُ
O you who have gone far from me—if only
I were able, I would never have parted from you—
ومؤلّفاً مني هوى
لسواهُ قد فرَّقته
you who gathered love within me,
though I scattered it from everyone but you;
ومعلقاً أملي به
من بعد ما عُلِّقتُه
and hung my hope upon you,
after I was bound to you.
الله يعلم أنني
فتُّ الغرام وفقته
God knows that I
have outstripped passion and surpassed it.
وجهلتُ ما فعَل الهوى
في النأي حتى ذقته
I did not know what love could do
in separation until I tasted it.
وظننت أني شيّق
فالآن قد حققته
I thought that I was yearning;
now I have proved it true.
وملكت أنسي بعدكم
لكنني أعتقته
I possessed my solace after you left,
but I set it free.
كم أورق جاريته
شأو الأسى فسبقته
Many an ash-gray one have I raced
over sorrow’s course, and outstripped.
ما زلتُ أسكب مدمعي
حتى لقد أنطقته
I kept pouring out my tears
until I made them speak.
لم ادرِ إذ غَنَّى ونُحتُ
أشاقني أم شقته
I could not tell, when they sang and I wailed,
whether they stirred my longing, or I stirred theirs.
إن كان صبري بائداً
يوماً فهذا وقته
If ever my patience was to perish,
this is its moment.
فالقلب قد أحرقته
والجفن قد أغرقته
For the heart—I have burned it,
and the eyelid—I have drowned it.
وبليت غير صبابة
من مدمع رقرقته
And I was afflicted—not by mere longing—
but by tears I made shimmer and flow.
لولا رجاءُ لقائكم
من بعدها لأرقته
Were it not for the hope of meeting you
afterward, I would have poured them all away.
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