بذلنا لذكرى الأربعين دموعنا
ولو نفع المبكى بكينا لها دما
We shed our tears for the fortieth-day remembrance,
and had weeping availed, we would have wept blood for it.
وقد كنت أرجو موسم العام ملتقىً
لأهلي فكان الملتقى فيه مأتما
I had hoped the year's festive season would be a reunion
for my family; instead, that season's gathering was one of mourning.
فيا ليتنا في الأرض أشتات فرقة
وليتك كنت الحي فيها المنعَّما
Oh, would that we were scattered apart across the earth,
and that you were alive upon it, blessed with ease.
أمثليَ عمٌّ عاش بين بني أخٍ
أبرُّ بهم من والديهم وأرحما
Is there an uncle like me, who lived among his brother's sons,
more devoted to them than their parents, and more compassionate?
تعهدت وحدي من تبنَّيت منهمُ
فكنت الأب الأعلى وكنت المعلما
I alone cared for those among them whom I had adopted;
so I was their foremost father, and I was their teacher.
وما الحزن من أمٍّ على ابنٍ ومن أب
بأكبر من حزني عليك وأعظما
No mother's grief for a son, nor any father's,
is greater than my grief for you, or more immense.
فليت الذي أرداك في نضرة الصبا
طوى عمك الكهل الكبير المهدما
Would that what struck you down in the bloom of youth
had carried off your uncle instead, mature in years, old and broken down.
ثلاثين عاماً أم ثلاثين ساعة
أخذت من العمر النصيب المحتما
Thirty years, or thirty hours—
you took from life the share decreed for you.
نأى عن شقيقيه الشقيق ولم يعد
وما اعتدت منه نأي يومين عنهما
The brother went far from his two brothers and did not return,
and I was not used to his being away from them for two days.
يعز عليَّ اليوم أنك خارج
وأنك لم تدخل عليَّ مسلِّما
It pains me today that you are out,
and that you have not come in to greet me.
حياتك فينا استعجلتها حداتها
وماكان أغلاها حياة وأكرما
Your life among us—its camel-drivers hastened it onward;
and how precious a life it was, and how noble!
ولولا شكاتي من سماع ورؤية
وضيقي بها حرمت أن أتكلما
Were it not for my complaint about hearing and sight,
and my distress over it, I would have been denied speech.
ومن كان يرجو صحة وسلامة
فإنّيَ أخشى أن أصح وأسلما
While others hope for health and safety,
I fear that I might become healthy and sound.
وإن شاءت الأحزان تركي طلبتها
كأنيَ بالأحزان أصبحت مغرما
And if sorrows wished to leave me, I would seek them,
as though I had become enamored of sorrows.
ولو كنت مختاراً لكنت لدى المدى
لعمرك من عمري المطيلَ المتمما
Had I been free to choose, at life's limit I would have been
the one to prolong and complete your life out of my own.
وما أنا عن حرب وسلم بسائل
ولا عن مكان القوم بعدك منهما
I ask nothing about war or peace,
nor about the people's position in either, now that you are gone.
وما نافعي بعد الذي أنا فاقد
من الأهل أن ألقى لي الملك مغنما
It would do me no good, after losing one
of my family, to find kingship as a prize for myself.
Sol 6.1