كم رحلة لم أستفد منها سوى
ذلِّ الغريب وحيرةِ المجهولِ
How many a journey have I gained nothing from but
How many journeys brought me nothing but
a stranger’s humiliation and bewilderment before the unknown—
a stranger’s humiliation and an unknown man’s bewilderment,
والعلم بالعجز المقيد أمتي
عن نجدة المستصرخ المخذول
and knowledge of the impotence that fetters my nation,
and awareness of the helplessness that restrains my nation
keeping it from aiding the forsaken one who cries for help.
from aiding the forsaken man who cries for help!
سافرت أطلب مكسباً أحيي به
شرف الرجاء وطاهر المأمول
I traveled, seeking gain with which to revive
I traveled seeking a gain with which to revive
hope’s dignity and the purity of aspiration.
the nobility of hope and pure aspiration.
ونشرت شعري مفصحاً عن غاية
أرجو إليها أن أنال وصولي
I sent forth my verse, giving clear voice to a goal
And I published my poetry, making plain a goal
toward which I hoped to make my way.
that I hoped to reach.
فوجدت قومي كلهم في شاغل
عن دائب مثلي بهم مشغول
But I found my people, every one of them, engrossed in concerns,
Then I found my people all preoccupied,
heedless of a tireless man like me, whose concern was them.
heedless of a tireless striver like me, preoccupied with them.
فرجعت إلا من همومي خالياً
وذممت عقبى غربتي ورحيلي
So I returned with nothing but my cares,
So I returned empty-handed, save for my worries,
and deplored the outcome of my exile and departure.
and deplored the outcome of my time away from home and my travels.
وبكيت حظ الفضل في دهرٍ على
مثلي بما يسعى إليه بخيل
I wept for merit’s lot in an age when
And I wept for the fate of merit in an age that is, toward
a miser, through what he pursues, rose above one like me.
one like me, miserly with what he strives for.
Sol 6.1