سكت فقالوا ارتاح بعد عنائه
وما هي إلا راحةُ اليأس منهمُ
I fell silent; they said, “He rests after his travail.”
I fell silent, so they said, 'He has found rest after his toil.'
But it was only the repose of having despaired of them.
Yet it is only the rest that comes from losing hope in them.
وما سألوا عن أزمتي وقد انتهتْ
ولم يبق إلا ماهمُ فيه مأزمُ
They never asked about my ordeal, though it had ended,
Nor did they ask about my crisis, though it has ended,
and no predicament remained except the one they were in.
And nothing remains but the predicament they are in.
جهرت فلم ينفعنيَ الجهرُ عندهم
ولم أنج مما كنتُ أخفي وأكتم
I spoke aloud, but speaking aloud availed me nothing with them,
I spoke out, but speaking out did me no good with them,
nor did I escape what I had been hiding and suppressing.
Nor did I escape what I used to hide and conceal.
وما ذكروا أني تحملت عبئهم
وما صدَّقوا أني لهم متألم
They did not remember that I had shouldered their burden,
Nor did they remember that I had borne their burden,
nor did they believe that I suffered for their sake.
Nor did they believe that I was suffering for them.
وما حيلتي في العابثين بشملهم
وهم بالمصير السوء أدرى وأعلم
What recourse have I against those who toy with their unity,
What recourse have I with those who toy with their unity,
when they know the grim outcome all too well?
Though they know and understand the dire outcome better?
يدورون حولَ الحكم يلتمسونه
وشرُّ البلايا أن يهونوا ليحكموا
They circle around power, seeking to possess it;
They circle around power, seeking it,
the worst calamity is that they abase themselves in order to rule.
And the worst of calamities is that they are abased in order to rule.
ويرجون بالزلفى إلى الخصم وُدَّه
وما ودهُ إلا الطعامُ المسمَّم
They hope, through ingratiation, to win the adversary’s affection,
And they hope, by courting the adversary, to gain his affection,
but his affection is nothing other than poisoned food.
Yet his affection is nothing but poisoned food.
لعل القضاءَ الجاريَ اليومَ بينهم
يُحدِّثُهم بعدي غداً ويُكلِّم
Perhaps the judgment unfolding among them today
Perhaps the fate unfolding among them today
will speak to them tomorrow, after I am gone, and address them.
Will speak to them tomorrow, after me, and address them.
وتشغلهم عن أزمة المال جيرةٌ
يسيل لحرياتهم منهم الدم
Neighbors distract them from the crisis of wealth—
And they will be distracted from the financial crisis by neighbors
neighbors for whose liberties their own blood flows.
Whose blood flows for their freedoms.
وفك رقاب من عدوٍّ مسلَّطٍ
على الأرض من دفع المجاعة أكرم
Yet freeing necks from an enemy holding sway
And freeing necks from a foe who holds sway
over the land is nobler than staving off famine.
Over the land is nobler than averting famine.
وقد يشتهي الموتَ الفتى وهو موثق
ولا يشتهي الموتَ الفتى وهو معدم
A young man may long for death while fettered,
And a young man may long for death while he is fettered,
but a young man does not long for death while destitute.
But a young man does not long for death while he is destitute.
Sol 6.1