يقولون لي فيك انقباضٌ وإنما
رأوا رجلاً عن موقفِ الذلِّ أحجما
They say to me, 'You are aloof'; yet it is only that
They saw a man who recoiled from a station of humiliation.
أرى الناسَ من داناهُمُ هان عندهم
ومن أكرَمته عزةُ النفسِ أكرِما
I see that whoever draws close to people is held cheap in their eyes,
And whoever is ennobled by self-respect is honored.
ولم أقضِ حَقَّ العلمِ إن كان كُلَّمَا
بدا طَمَعٌ صَيَّرتُه لي سُلَّما
I would not have given learning its due if, whenever
A desire for gain arose, I made learning a ladder for myself.
وما زلتُ مُنحازاً بعرضيَ جانباً
من الذلِّ أعتدُّ الصيانةَ مَغنما
And I have always kept my honor apart
From humiliation, reckoning its preservation a gain.
إذا قيلَ هذا مَنهلٌ قلتُ قد أرى
ولكنَّ نفسَ الحرِّ تَحتَملَ الظَّمَا
When told, 'This is a watering place,' I say, 'I do see it;
But a free man's soul can endure thirst.'
أُنزِّهها عن بَعضِ ما لا يشينُها
مخافةَ أقوال العدا فيم أو لما
I keep it clear even of some things that do not disgrace it,
For fear of enemies' remarks: 'What for?' or 'Why?'
فأصبحُ عن عيبِ اللئيمِ مسلَّما
وقد رحتُ في نفسِ الكريمِ مُعَظَّما
Thus I am safe from the base man's reproach,
And I have become exalted in the noble man's esteem.
وإني إذا ما فاتني الأمرُ لم أبت
أقلِّبُ فكري إثره مُتَنَدِّما
And when an opportunity passes me by, I do not spend the night
Turning my thoughts over it in regret.
ولكنه إن جاء عَفواً قبلتُه
وإن مَالَ لم أُتبعهُ هَلاِّ وليتَما
But if it comes unbidden, I accept it;
And if it turns away, I do not pursue it with 'Why not?' and 'If only!'
وأقبضُ خَطوي عن حُظوظٍ كثيرةٍ
إذا لم أَنلها وافرض العرضِ مُكرما
And I draw back my steps from many gains,
If I cannot attain them with my honor intact and myself respected.
وأكرمُ نفسي أن أُضاحكَ عابساً
وأن أَتلقَّى بالمديح مُذمَّما
And I hold myself too high to laugh with a scowling man,
And to greet a blameworthy man with praise.
وكم طالبٍ رقي بنعماه لم يَصِل
إليه وإن كَانَ الرَّئيسَ الُمعظَّما
And many a man seeking to enslave me through his favors failed to attain
That, though he was the exalted chief.
وكم نعمة كانت على الُحرِّ نقمَةً
وكم مغنمٍ يَعتَده الحرُّ مَغرَما
And many a favor has been a calamity for a free man,
And many a gain the free man reckons a loss.
ولم أبتذل في خدمة العلمِ مُهجَتي
لأَخدمَ من لاقيتُ لكن لأُخدما
And I did not expend my life's blood in the service of learning
To serve whomever I met, but to be served.
أأشقى به غَرساً وأجنيه ذِلةً
إذن فاتباعُ الجهلِ قد كان أَحزَما
Must I toil to sow it, only to reap humiliation from it?
Then following ignorance would have been more prudent.
ولو أن أهل العلمِ صانوه صانَهُم
ولو عَظَّمُوه في النفوسِ لَعُظِّما
And had the people of learning safeguarded it, it would have safeguarded them;
And had they exalted it in people's hearts, it would have been exalted.
ولكن أهانوه فهانو ودَنَّسُوا
مُحَيَّاه بالأطماعِ حتى تَجهَّما
But they dishonored it and so became lowly, and they sullied
Its face with greedy desires, until it grew grim.
فإن قُلتَ جَدُّ العلم كابٍ فإنما
كبا حين لم يحرس حماه وأُسلما
If you say, 'Learning's fortune is stumbling,' it only
Stumbled when its sanctuary went unguarded and it was abandoned.
وما كلُّ برقٍ لاحَ لي يستفزُّني
ولا كلُّ من في الأرضِ أرضاه مُنْعِمَا
And not every lightning flash that gleams before me stirs me,
Nor do I accept everyone on earth as a benefactor.
ولكن إذا ما اضطرني الضُّرُّ لم أَبتِ
أُقلبُ فكري مُنجداً ثم مُتهما
But when hardship compels me, I do not rest for the night:
I turn my thoughts toward Najd, then toward Tihama,
إلى أن أرى ما لا أغَصُّ بذِكره
إذا قلتُ قد أسدى إليَّ وأنعما
Until I find something whose mention will not choke me,
When I say, 'He has shown me kindness and bestowed his favors.'
Sol 6.1