لك الله إني ما بعدت مُسَهَّدُ
وإني مسلوبُ العَزاءِ مُكَدَّدُ
God be with you—I, while far away, lie sleepless,
God be with you: while you are far away, I am sleepless,
bereft of solace and worn down.
and I am robbed of solace, worn down.
وإنِّي إذا نَادَيتُ صَبرِي أجابني
سوابقُ من دَمعِي تجورُ وتُقصِدُ
Whenever I call upon my patience, I am answered
And when I call upon my patience, I am answered
by swift tears of mine, some straying, some coursing straight.
by rushing tears of mine that swerve and strike home.
تصعده الأنفاسُ من كِبدي دماً
وتحدِرُه الأجفان وهو مورَّدُ
My sighs raise them as blood from my liver,
Breaths draw them up from my liver as blood,
and my eyelids send them down, rose-red.
and the eyelids let them fall, rose-red.
فَديتكِ ما شوقي كشوق عرفتُه
ولا ذا الهوى من جنس ما كنت أعهدُ
I would ransom you! My longing is unlike any longing I have known,
May I be your ransom! My longing is unlike any I have known,
nor is this passion of a kind I ever knew before.
nor is this love of the kind I once knew.
كأنَّ اهتزازَ الرُّمح في كبدي إذا
تكشَّفَ بَرق أو بدا منك مَعهدُ
It is as though a spear quivers in my liver whenever
It is as though a spear quivers in my liver whenever
lightning flashes, or some haunt of yours appears.
lightning flashes, or a haunt of yours appears.
أُحِّملُ أنفاسَ الشمالِ رسائلي
ولي زَفَراتٌ بينها تتردد
I entrust my messages to the breaths of the north wind,
I entrust my messages to the breaths of the north wind,
and sighs of mine move restlessly among them.
and sighs of mine echo among them.
فإن هَبَّ في حيِّ سَموم فإنها
بقيةُ أنفاسي بها تتوقَّدُ
If a scorching simoom should blow through a quarter,
So if a scorching wind blows through an encampment, it is
it is the remnant of my breaths, blazing there.
the remnant of my breaths, with which it blazes.
ولو كنتُ أَدري ما أُقاسي من الهَوى
لما حَكَمَت للبينِ في وَصلِنا يَدُ
Had I known what love would make me endure,
And had I known what I would endure through love,
no hand would have ruled for parting against our union.
no hand would have ruled in parting's favor over our union.
فلا يُنِكر التَّخلِيدَ في النار عاقلٌ
فها أنا في نارِ الغرامِ مُخَلِّدُ
Let no rational man deny eternity in the Fire:
So no rational person denies being kept forever in the Fire:
here I am, immortal in passion’s fire.
for here I am, abiding forever in the fire of passion.
Sol 6.1