أسأتُ إلى نفسِي أُريد لها نَفعَاً
وقارفتُ ذَئباً لا أطيقُ له دَفعا
I harmed myself while seeking its good,
and tangled with a wolf I cannot fend off.
رَمتني كَفّي أسهماً لم أجد لها
إلى أن أصابَت أسهمي مَقتَلي وَقعا
My own hand shot arrows at me; I felt no impact from them
until my arrows struck my fatal spot.
وكم خطأ لو ساعدَ المرءَ جدُّه
لَعُدَّ صوباً واستزادَ به رَفعا
How many an error, if a man's fortune favored him,
would be deemed right, and he would seek still higher rank through it!
وذَنبي عظيمٌ غير أنِّي تائبٌ
ومن تابَ إخلاصاً فقد بَذَلَ الوُسعا
And my sin is great, yet I am repentant,
and whoever repents sincerely has exerted his utmost.
ولو أَنَّ تأديبَ الأميرِ لعَبده
بقاض على العاصين أَوسعَهم رَدعا
And if the prince's chastisement of his servant
were a judge over the disobedient, it would deter them amply.
ولو خانَه فرعونُ آمناً طائعاً
وإن لم يُعد موسى العصا حيَّةً تَسعىَ
Even if Pharaoh betrayed him, he would be safe and obedient,
even if Moses had not turned the staff into a slithering serpent.
ولو كنت ذنباً كنتُ في جَنبِ حِلمِه
خبالَ هَباء ما يُجَابُ ولا يُدعى
And were I a sin, beside his forbearance I would be
a turmoil of dust, neither answered nor summoned.
وقد زاد في جُرمي تلاعُبُ مَعِشرٍ
بألسنة لم تلق من ورَع فسمَعا
And the meddling of a group has increased my offense,
with tongues that knew no piety—so, listen:
حكوا أنني استصغرت نعمته التي
علوتُ بها الأفلاكَ والرُّتبَ السَّبعا
They claimed that I belittled his favor, through which
I rose above the celestial spheres and the seven ranks.
نبذتُ إذاً ذمَّتي وفارقتُ مِلَّتي
وخالفتُ في توحيدي العقلَ والشَّرعا
Then I would have cast off my pledge and abandoned my faith,
and in my belief in God's oneness, defied reason and religious law.
وإن كان لفظَي أو لساني جرى به
فلا باتَ إلاَّ وهوَ مُستوجبٌ قَطعا
And if my utterance or my tongue ever voiced it,
then may it never pass a night without deserving to be cut off.
وهل أَجحدُ الشمسَ الُمنيرةَ ضوءهَا
وأَزعُمُ أن الغَيثَ لا يَنبُتُ الزَّرعَا
Would I deny the light of the radiant sun,
and claim that rain does not make crops grow?
فإن كان ما قالوه حقاً كَمَا حَكَوا
فَلِم جئتُ من بعدُ إلى بَابِهِ أَسعَى
So if what they said was true, as they claimed,
then why did I come afterward, hastening to his door?
فلا زال مَن وَلاَّه ينتظرُ الُمنى
ولا زالَ مَن عاداه يَرتقبُ الفُجعا
So may the one who appointed him always expect his wishes to come true,
and may whoever opposed him always expect calamities.
ولا زالت الأيامُ تُهدَي بشارةً
إليه تُرِي في قَلبِ حاسِده صَدعا
And may the days never cease bringing glad tidings
to him, revealing a crack in his envier's heart:
فتوحاً تَوَالي واحداً إثر واحدٍ
كما تتبع الألفاظ في سَجعها سَجعا
victories following one after another,
as words, in their rhymed prose, follow rhyme upon rhyme.
Sol 6.1