أَيُنْكِرُ الوَجْدُ أَنِّي فِي الهَوىَ شَحِبُ
وَدُونَ كُلِّ دُخَانٍ سَاطِعٍ لَهِبُ
Can passion deny that I have grown pale with love?
Behind every rising cloud of smoke there is a flame.
وَمَا سَلَوتُ كَمَا ظَنَّ الوِشَاةُ وَلاَ
أَسْلُو كَمَا يَتَرجَّى العَاذِلُ التَّعِبُ
I have not forgotten, as the tale-bearers supposed, nor
Will I forget, as the weary reprover hopes.
فَإِنْ بَكَى لِصَبَابَاتِي عَذُولُ هَوىً
فَلى بِمَا مِنْهُ يَبْكِى عَاذِلي طَرَبُ
If a reprover of love weeps over my longing,
What makes my reprover weep brings me delight.
نَاشَدْتُكَ الَّلهَ يَا رُوحي اذْهُبَى كَلَفاً
بِحُبِّ قَوْمٍ عَنِ الجَرْعَاءِ قَدْ ذَهَبُوا
I implore you by God, my soul: go, overcome with longing
For people who have departed from al-Jar‘āʾ.
لاَ تَسْأَلِيْهُمْ ذِمَاماً فِي مَحَبَّتِهمْ
فَطَالَمَا قَدْ وَفَا بِالذِّمَةِ العَرَبُ
Do not ask them for a pledge in love;
For the Arabs have long kept their pledges.
هُمْ أَهْلُ وُدِّي وَهَذَا وَاجِبٌ لَهُمُ
وَإِنَّمَا وُدهُمْ لي فَهْوَ لاَ يَجِبُ
They are worthy of my affection, and it is their due;
But their affection for me is no obligation upon them.
هُمْ أَلْبَسُونِي سِقَاماً مِنْ جُفُونِهِمُ
أَصْبَحْتُ أَرْفُلُ فِيهِ وَهْوَ يَنْسَحِبُ
From their eyelids they clothed me in illness;
I now trail it about me like a flowing robe.
وَصَيَّرَتْ أَدْمُعي حُمْراً خُدُودُهمُ
فَكَيْفَ أَجْحَدُ مَا مَنُّوا وَمَا وَهَبُوا
Their cheeks have turned my tears red;
How could I deny what they have bestowed?
هَلِ السَّلاَمَةُ إِلاَّ أَنْ أَمُوتَ بِهِمْ
وَجْداً وَإِلاَّ فبُقْيَاىَ هُوَ العَطَبُ
Is there any safety except to die for them
Of longing? For to remain alive is ruin.
إِنْ يَسْلُبُوا البَعْضَ مِنِّي فَالجَميعُ لَهُمْ
وَإِنّ أَشْرفَ أَجْزَائِي الَّذِي سَلَبُوا
If they take a part of me, the whole belongs to them,
Though what they took was the noblest part of me.
لَوْ تَعْلَمُ العَذَبَاتُ المَايسَاتُ بِمَنْ
قَدْ بَانَ عَنْهَا إِذَنْ مَا اخْضَرَّتِ العَذَبُ
If the swaying branch tips knew for whom
They had been left behind, their boughs would not stay green.
وَلَوْ دَرَى مَنْهُلُ الوَادِي الذَّي وَرَدُوا
مَنْ وَارِدُوا مَائِهِ لاَهْتَزَّهُ الطَرَبُ
And if the valley’s watering place they visited knew
Who came to drink its water, delight would make it tremble.
إِنِّي لأَكْتُمُ أَنْفَاسِي إِذَا ذُكِرُوا
كَليْلاَ يُحرِّقَهُمْ مِنْ زَفْرَتي اللَّهَبُ
I hold my breath whenever they are mentioned,
Lest the fire of my sigh burn them.
وَتُرْسِلُ الدَّمْعَ عَيْني فِي مَنَازِلِهِمْ
كَيْلاَ تُسَابِقَهَا فِي سَحِّهَا السُّحُبُ
My eyes release tears at their former dwellings,
Lest the clouds outpour them first.
كَذَا لِكُلِّ مُحِبٍّ غَيْرَةٌ لَهُمُ
وَعِنْدَ كُلِّ غَيوُرٍ فِطْنَةٌ عَجَبُ
Thus every lover feels protective jealousy for them,
And every jealous lover has a wondrous alertness.
أُسَائِلُ البَانَ عَنْ مَيْلِ النَّسِيمِ بِهِمْ
سُؤَالَ مَنْ لَيْسَ يُدْرَى فِيهِ مَا السَّبَبُ
I question the ban tree about the breeze that bends it toward them,
Like someone who cannot tell what caused it.
وَتِلْكَ آثَارُ لِينٍ مِنْ قُدُودِهِمُ
مَرَّتْ بِهَا الرِّيحُ فَاهْتَزَّتْ لَهَا القُضُبُ
Those are traces of the suppleness of their figures:
The wind passed over the branches, and they swayed for it.
Sol 6