لِخَولَةَ أَطلالٌ بِبُرقَةِ ثَهمَدِ
تَلوحُ كَباقي الوَشمِ في ظاهِرِ اليَدِ
Khawla has deserted traces at the stony tract of Thahmad,
Glimmering like the remnant of a tattoo on the back of a hand.
وُقوفاً بِها صَحبي عَلَيَّ مَطيَّهُم
يَقولونَ لا تَهلِك أَسىً وَتَجَلَّدِ
There my companions halted their mounts beside me,
Saying, “Do not perish from grief; endure.”
كَأَنَّ حُدوجَ المالِكيَّةِ غُدوَةً
خَلايا سَفينٍ بِالنَواصِفِ مِن دَدِ
The Malikite woman’s covered litters at dawn seemed
Like great ships in the broad channels of Dada,
عَدَوليَّةٌ أَو مِن سَفينِ اِبنِ يامِنٍ
يَجورُ بِها المَلّاحُ طَوراً وَيَهتَدي
Ships of ʿAdawli, or vessels of Ibn Yamin,
Which the sailor now veers off course, now guides aright.
يَشُقُّ حَبابَ الماءِ حَيزومُها بِها
كَما قَسَمَ التُربَ المُفايِلُ بِاليَدِ
Their prows cleave the water’s rippling foam,
As a player dividing earth into piles with his hand.
وَفي الحَيِّ أَحوى يَنفُضُ المَردَ شادِنٌ
مُظاهِرُ سِمطَي لُؤلُؤٍ وَزَبَرجَدِ
Among the tribe is a dark-lipped young gazelle, shaking off the arak fruit,
Wearing two necklaces of pearls and chrysolite,
خَذولٌ تُراعي رَبرَباً بِخَميلَةٍ
تَناوَلُ أَطرافَ البَريرِ وَتَرتَدي
A solitary doe tending a herd in a thicket,
Reaching for the arak’s tips and wrapping herself in them.
وَتَبسِمُ عَن أَلمى كَأَنَّ مُنَوِّراً
تَخَلَّلَ حُرَّ الرَملِ دِعصٌ لَهُ نَدي
She smiles, revealing dark gums, as though a luminous
Sand-hill had pierced the pure sand, moist with dew.
سَقَتهُ إِياةُ الشَمسِ إِلّا لِثاتِهِ
أُسِفَّ وَلَم تَكدِم عَلَيهِ بِإِثمِدِ
The sun’s radiance watered it, except for its gums,
Which were darkened—but not marred—with antimony.
وَوَجهٌ كَأَنَّ الشَمسَ حَلَّت رِدائَها
عَلَيهِ نَقِيُّ اللَونِ لَم يَتَخَدَّدِ
And a face on which the sun seems to have cast its mantle,
Pure in color, never wrinkled.
وَإِنّي لَأَمضي الهَمَّ عِندَ اِحتِضارِهِ
بِعَوجاءَ مِرقالٍ تَروحُ وَتَغتَدي
I dispel anxiety when it closes in
With a crooked-necked, swift-trotting she-camel, going forth morning and evening—
أَمونٍ كَأَلواحِ الأَرانِ نَصَأتُها
عَلى لاحِبٍ كَأَنَّهُ ظَهرُ بُرجُدِ
A trusty mount whose frame is like the planks of a bier; I urged her
Along a broad road like the back of a striped cloak,
جَماليَّةٍ وَجناءَ تَردي كَأَنَّها
سَفَنَّجَةٌ تَبري لِأَزعَرَ أَربَدِ
A powerful, thick-cheeked Jamali camel, racing as though
An ostrich were running to a shaggy, ash-gray male.
تُباري عِتاقاً ناجِياتٍ وَأَتبَعَت
وَظيفاً وَظيفاً فَوقَ مَورٍ مُعَبَّدِ
She vies with noble, swift she-camels, placing
Shin after shin over a well-trodden, wavering track.
تَرَبَّعَتِ القُفَّينِ في الشَولِ تَرتَعي
حَدائِقَ مَوليِّ الأَسِرَّةِ أَغيَدِ
She spent spring on al-Quffayn among dwindling herds, grazing
The rain-fed gardens of a soft-boughed valley.
تَريعُ إِلى صَوتِ المُهيبِ وَتَتَّقي
بِذي خُصَلٍ رَوعاتِ أَكلَفَ مُلبِدِ
She startles at the herdsman’s cry and guards herself
With the tail-swishes of a dark, thick-maned, mottled stallion.
كَأَنَّ جَناحَي مَضرَحيٍّ تَكَنَّفا
حِفافَيهِ شُكّا في العَسيبِ بِمَسرَدِ
It is as though an eagle’s two wings enfolded
The sides of her tail, stitched to its bone with an awl.
فَطَوراً بِهِ خَلفَ الزَميلِ وَتارَةً
عَلى حَشَفٍ كَالشَنِّ ذاوٍ مُجَدَّدِ
At times she strikes behind the rider’s companion, and at others
Upon a withered udder, shriveled like an old waterskin.
لَها فَخِذانِ أُكمِلَ النَحضُ فيهِما
كَأَنَّهُما بابا مُنيفٍ مُمَرَّدِ
She has two thighs filled out with flesh,
Like the two doors of a lofty, plastered palace.
وَطَيُّ مَحالٍ كَالحَنيِّ خُلوفُهُ
وَأَجرِنَةٌ لُزَّت بِدَأيٍ مُنَضَّدِ
The folded vertebrae of her spine curve like a bow,
And firm ribs are joined to a closely layered backbone.
كَأَنَّ كِناسَي ضالَةٍ يُكنِفانِها
وَأَطرَ قِسيٍّ تَحتَ صُلبٍ مُؤَيَّدِ
It is as though two wild-lotus shelters enclosed her,
And the bent arcs of bows lay beneath a strengthened back.
لَها مِرفَقانِ أَفتَلانِ كَأَنَّها
تَمُرُّ بِسَلمَي دالِجٍ مُتَشَدَّدِ
She has two fleshy, twisted elbows, as though she
Passes bearing the two buckets of a resolute night traveler.
كَقَنطَرَةِ الروميِّ أَقسَمَ رَبُّها
لَتُكتَنَفَن حَتّى تُشادَ بِقَرمَدِ
Like a Roman’s bridge whose master swore
It would be flanked until raised high with bricks.
صُهابيَّةُ العُثنونِ موجَدَةُ القَرا
بَعيدَةُ وَخدِ الرِجلِ مَوّارَةُ اليَدِ
Tawny beneath the chin and powerfully backed,
Long-striding in the legs, her forelegs swinging.
أُمِرَّت يَداها فَتلَ شَزرٍ وَأُجنِحَت
لَها عَضُداها في سَقيفٍ مُسَنَّدِ
Her forelegs were twisted like a contrary-twined rope, and her upper arms
Were given a braced, rooflike frame.
جُنوحٌ دِفاقٌ عَندَلٌ ثُمَّ أُفرِعَت
لَها كَتِفاها في مُعالىً مُصَعَّدِ
Broad-leaning, surging, long-necked; then her shoulders
Were raised for her upon a lofty, ascending build.
كَأَنَّ عُلوبَ النِسعِ في دَأَياتِها
مَوارِدُ مِن خَلقاءَ في ظَهرِ قَردَدِ
The marks of the girth upon her ribs resemble
Watering places in barren rock on a level upland.
تَلاقى وَأَحياناً تَبينُ كَأَنَّها
بَنائِقُ غُرٌّ في قَميصٍ مُقَدَّدِ
They meet, and sometimes show apart, like
White gussets in a torn shirt.
وَأَتلَعُ نَهّاضٌ إِذا صَعَّدَت بِهِ
كَسُكّانِ بوصيٍّ بِدِجلَةَ مُصعِدِ
Long-necked and rising when she lifts it,
Like the rudder of a boat ascending the Tigris.
وَجُمجُمَةٌ مِثلُ العَلاةِ كَأَنَّما
وَعى المُلتَقى مِنها إِلى حَرفِ مِبرَدِ
Her skull is like an anvil, as though
Its joints, up to the file-sharp edge, were fused.
وَخَدٌّ كَقِرطاسِ الشَآمي وَمِشفَرٌ
كَسِبتِ اليَماني قَدُّهُ لَم يُجَرَّدِ
A cheek like Syrian parchment, and a lip
Like the edge of a Yemeni hide, whose border remains untrimmed.
وَعَينانِ كَالماوَيَّتَينِ اِستَكَنَّتا
بِكَهفَي حِجاجَي صَخرَةٍ قَلتِ مَورِدِ
Two eyes, like twin mirrors, lie sheltered
In two caves beneath the brow bones of a water-holding rock.
طَحورانِ عُوّارَ القَذى فَتَراهُما
كَمَكحولَتَي مَذعورَةٍ أُمِّ فَرقَدِ
They cast out the mote that troubles them, so you see them
Like the kohl-lined eyes of a frightened wild cow with a calf.
وَصادِقَتا سَمعِ التَوَجُّسِ لِلسُرى
لِهَجسٍ خَفِيٍّ أَو لِصَوتٍ مُنَدَّدِ
Her two ears hear truly, alert during night travel
To a hidden whisper or a raised sound.
مُؤَلَّلَتانِ تَعرِفُ العِتقَ فيهِما
كَسامِعَتَي شاةٍ بِحَومَلَ مُفرَدِ
Sharp-tipped: you recognize nobility in them,
Like the ears of a lone ewe at Hawmal.
وَأَروَعُ نَبّاضٌ أَحَذُّ مُلَملَمٌ
كَمِرداةِ صَخرٍ في صَفيحٍ مُصَمَّدِ
A splendid, pulsing, lean, compact heart,
Like a rock-pestle set in a solid slab.
وَأَعلَمُ مَخروتٌ مِنَ الأَنفِ مارِنٌ
عَتيقٌ مَتى تَرجُم بِهِ الأَرضَ تَزدَدِ
Her nose is marked, tapering, with a pliant tip,
Noble: whenever you strike the earth with it, she gains speed.
وَإِن شِئتُ لَم تُرقِل وَإِن شِئتُ أَرقَلَت
مَخافَةَ مَلويٍّ مِنَ القَدِّ مُحصَدِ
If I wish, she does not trot; and if I wish, she trots swiftly,
Fearing a tightly twisted lash cut from hide.
وَإِن شِئتُ سامى واسِطَ الكورِ رَأسُها
وَعامَت بِضَبعَيها نَجاءَ الخَفَيدَدِ
If I wish, her head rises above the saddle’s center,
And she swims with her forelegs in the fleet pace of the khafaydad.
عَلى مِثلِها أَمضي إِذا قالَ صاحِبي
أَلا لَيتَني أَفديكَ مِنها وَأَفتَدي
On such a mount I press onward when my companion says,
“Would that I could ransom you from her—and ransom myself!”
وَجاشَت إِلَيهِ النَفسُ خَوفاً وَخالَهُ
مُصاباً وَلَو أَمسى عَلى غَيرِ مَرصَدِ
His soul surged toward him in fear, imagining him
Stricken, though he had spent the night beyond any ambush.
إِذا القَومُ قالوا مَن فَتىً خِلتُ أَنَّني
عُنيتُ فَلَم أَكسَل وَلَم أَتَبَلَّدِ
When the people ask, “Who is the brave man?” I suppose that I
Am meant, so I neither lag nor stand bewildered.
أَحَلتُ عَلَيها بِالقَطيعِ فَأَجذَمَت
وَقَد خَبَّ آلُ الأَمعَزِ المُتَوَقِّدِ
I turned her toward them with the whip, and she sped away,
While the mirage shimmered over the blazing stony ground.
فَذالَت كَما ذالَت وَليدَةُ مَجلِسٍ
تُري رَبَّها أَذيالَ سَحلٍ مُمَدَّدِ
She swept along like a young servant at a gathering,
Showing her master the train of a trailing white robe.
وَلَستُ بِحَلّالِ التِلاعِ مَخافَةً
وَلَكِن مَتى يَستَرفِدِ القَومُ أَرفِدِ
I do not settle timidly in the ravines,
But whenever the people seek aid, I give it.
فَإِن تَبغِني في حَلقَةِ القَومِ تَلقَني
وَإِن تَقتَنِصني في الحَوانيتِ تَصطَدِ
If you seek me in the people’s council, you will find me;
And if you hunt me in the wine shops, you will catch me.
مَتى تَأتِني أُصبِحكَ كَأساً رَويَّةً
وَإِن كُنتَ عَنها ذا غِنىً فَاِغنَ وَاِزدَدِ
Whenever you come, I will give you a brimming cup,
But if you can do without it, abstain and increase your wealth.
وَإِن يَلتَقِ الحَيُّ الجَميعُ تُلاقِني
إِلى ذِروَةِ البَيتِ الرَفيعِ المُصَمَّدِ
When the whole tribe assembles, you will find me
At the summit of the lofty, firmly established house.
نَدامايَ بيضٌ كَالنُجومِ وَقَينَةٌ
تَروحُ عَلَينا بَينَ بُردٍ وَمَجسَدِ
My drinking companions are bright as stars, and a singing girl
Comes to us in a striped cloak and saffron-dyed gown.
رَحيبٌ قِطابُ الجَيبِ مِنها رَقيقَةٌ
بِجَسِّ النَدامى بَضَّةُ المُتَجَرَّدِ
The opening of her neckline is wide; she is delicate,
Soft to the companions’ touch, her uncovered skin plump.
إِذا نَحنُ قُلنا أَسمِعينا اِنبَرَت لَنا
عَلى رِسلِها مَطروقَةً لَم تَشَدَّدِ
When we say, “Sing to us,” she rises for us
At ease, lightly responsive, without constraint.
إِذا رَجَّعَت في صَوتِها خِلتَ صَوتَها
تَجاوُبَ أَظآرٍ عَلى رُبَعٍ رَدي
When she repeats the melody, you would think her voice
The answering cries of bereaved she-camels over a dead young camel.
وَما زالَ تَشرابي الخُمورَ وَلَذَّتي
وَبَيعي وَإِنفاقي طَريفي وَمُتلَدي
My drinking of wine and my pleasure never ceased,
Nor my selling and spending of both new wealth and inherited goods,
إِلى أَن تَحامَتني العَشيرَةُ كُلُّها
وَأُفرِدتُ إِفرادَ البَعيرِ المُعَبَّدِ
Until my whole clan shunned me
And I was isolated like a tar-smeared camel.
رَأَيتُ بَني غَبراءَ لا يُنكِرونَني
وَلا أَهلُ هَذاكَ الطِرافِ المُمَدَّدِ
I found the sons of the dusty earth did not reject me,
Nor did the people of that far-spread leather tent.
أَلا أَيُّهَذا اللائِمي أَحضُرَ الوَغى
وَأَن أَشهَدَ اللَذّاتِ هَل أَنتَ مُخلِدي
O you who blame me for attending battle
And for witnessing pleasures—can you make me immortal?
فَإِن كُنتَ لا تَسطيعُ دَفعَ مَنيَّتي
فَدَعني أُبادِرها بِما مَلَكَت يَدي
If you cannot repel my destined death,
Then let me meet it first with what my hand possesses.
وَلَولا ثَلاثٌ هُنَّ مِن عيشَةِ الفَتى
وَجَدِّكَ لَم أَحفِل مَتى قامَ عُوَّدي
Were it not for three things that belong to a young man’s life,
By your grandsire, I would not care when my visitors rose to mourn me:
فَمِنهُنَّ سَبقي العاذِلاتِ بِشَربَةٍ
كُمَيتٍ مَتى ما تُعلَ بِالماءِ تُزبِدِ
First, outstripping the censuring women with a drink
Of dark-red wine that foams whenever water rises over it;
وَكَرّي إِذا نادى المُضافُ مُحَنَّباً
كَسيدِ الغَضا نَبَّهتَهُ المُتَوَرِّدِ
And my charge when the distressed man calls, bent in fear,
Like the lord of the ghada thicket whom you awaken as he comes to water;
وَتَقصيرُ يَومَ الدَجنِ وَالدَجنُ مُعجِبٌ
بِبَهكَنَةٍ تَحتَ الطِرافِ المُعَمَّدِ
And shortening a cloudy day—how delightful the clouds—
With a full-bodied woman beneath a tent held up by poles.
كَأَنَّ البُرينَ وَالدَماليجَ عُلِّقَت
عَلى عُشَرٍ أَو خِروَعٍ لَم يُخَضَّدِ
It is as though rings and bracelets were hung
Upon an untopped ʿushar or castor-oil tree.
كَريمٌ يُرَوّي نَفسَهُ في حَياتِهِ
سَتَعلَمُ إِن مُتنا غَداً أَيُّنا الصَدي
A noble man quenches himself fully during his life;
If we die tomorrow, you will learn which of us is parched.
أَرى قَبرَ نَحّامٍ بَخيلٍ بِمالِهِ
كَقَبرِ غَويٍّ في البَطالَةِ مُفسِدِ
I see the grave of a groaning miser, stingy with his wealth,
Like the grave of a wastrel corrupt in idleness.
تَرى جُثوَتَينِ مِن تُرابٍ عَلَيهِما
صَفائِحُ صُمٌّ مِن صَفيحٍ مُنَضَّدِ
You see two heaps of earth, upon them
Deaf slabs of close-laid stone.
أَرى المَوتَ يَعتامُ الكِرامَ وَيَصطَفي
عَقيلَةَ مالِ الفاحِشِ المُتَشَدِّدِ
I see death choosing the noble and selecting
The choicest wealth of the gross, tightfisted man.
أَرى العَيشَ كَنزاً ناقِصاً كُلَّ لَيلَةٍ
وَما تَنقُصِ الأَيّامُ وَالدَهرُ يَنفَدِ
I see life as a treasure diminishing every night,
And what days and time diminish must run out.
لَعَمرُكَ إِنَّ المَوتَ ما أَخطَأَ الفَتى
لَكَالطِوَلِ المُرخى وَثِنياهُ بِاليَدِ
By your life, death never misses a young man:
It is like a loosened tether whose doubled end remains in the hand.
فَما لي أَراني وَاِبنَ عَمِّيَ مالِكاً
مَتى أَدنُ مِنهُ يَنأَ عَنّي وَيَبعُدِ
What is wrong with me that I see my cousin Malik—
Whenever I draw near, he withdraws and goes farther away?
يَلومُ وَما أَدري عَلامَ يَلومُني
كَما لامَني في الحَيِّ قُرطُ بنُ مَعبَدِ
He blames me, though I do not know for what he blames me,
As Qurt ibn Maʿbad blamed me among the tribe.
وَأَيأَسَني مِن كُلِّ خَيرٍ طَلَبتُهُ
كَأَنّا وَضَعناهُ إِلى رَمسِ مُلحَدِ
He has made me despair of every good thing I sought,
As though we had laid it beside the niche of a grave.
عَلى غَيرِ ذَنبٍ قُلتُهُ غَيرَ أَنَّني
نَشَدتُ فَلَم أُغفِل حَمولَةَ مَعبَدِ
For no offense I committed, except that I
Appealed for justice and did not neglect Maʿbad’s camels.
وَقَرَّبتُ بِالقُربى وَجَدِّكَ إِنَّني
مَتى يَكُ أَمرٌ لِلنَكيثَةِ أَشهَدِ
I upheld the bond of kinship; by your grandsire, I
Attend whenever a matter calls for stern resolve.
وَإِن أُدعَ لِلجُلّى أَكُن مِن حُماتِها
وَإِن يَأتِكَ الأَعداءُ بِالجَهدِ أَجهَدِ
If summoned to a great crisis, I am among its defenders;
And if enemies come against you with force, I strive my utmost.
وَإِن يَقذِفوا بِالقَذعِ عِرضَكَ أَسقِهِم
بِكَأسِ حِياضِ المَوتِ قَبلَ التَهَدُّدِ
If they assail your honor with obscenity, I give them drink
From the cup of death’s pools before threats are uttered.
بِلا حَدَثٍ أَحدَثتُهُ وَكَمُحدِثٍ
هِجائي وَقَذفي بِالشَكاةِ وَمُطرَدي
Though I committed no offense—and how like an offender
Are the satire, accusation, complaint, and banishment laid on me!
فَلَو كانَ مَولايَ اِمرَأً هُوَ غَيرَهُ
لَفَرَّجَ كَربي أَو لَأَنظَرَني غَدي
Had my patron been another man than he,
He would have relieved my anguish or delayed my tomorrow.
وَلَكِنَّ مَولايَ اِمرُؤٌ هُوَ خانِقي
عَلى الشُكرِ وَالتَسآلِ أَو أَنا مُفتَدِ
But my patron is a man who strangles me
Despite my gratitude and entreaty—unless I ransom myself.
وَظُلمُ ذَوي القُربى أَشَدُّ مَضاضَةً
عَلى المَرءِ مِن وَقعِ الحُسامِ المُهَنَّدِ
The injustice of close kin is more bitter
To a man than the stroke of an Indian-forged sword.
فَذَرني وَخُلقي إِنَّني لَكَ شاكِرٌ
وَلَو حَلَّ بَيتي نائِياً عِندَ ضَرغَدِ
So leave me to my nature; I shall remain grateful to you,
Even if my home settles far away at Darghad.
فَلَو شاءَ رَبّي كُنتُ قَيسَ بنَ خالِدٍ
وَلَو شاءَ رَبّي كُنتُ عَمروَ بنَ مَرثَدِ
Had my Lord willed, I would have been Qays ibn Khalid;
Had my Lord willed, I would have been ʿAmr ibn Marthad.
فَأَصبَحتُ ذا مالٍ كَثيرٍ وَزارَني
بَنونَ كِرامٌ سادَةٌ لِمُسَوَّدِ
Then I would have possessed abundant wealth, and been visited by
Noble sons, masters born to one obeyed.
أَنا الرَجُلُ الضَربُ الَّذي تَعرِفونَهُ
خَشاشٌ كَرَأسِ الحَيَّةِ المُتَوَقِّدِ
I am the hardened man whom you know,
Quick and fierce as the head of a blazing-eyed serpent.
فَآلَيتُ لا يَنفَكُّ كَشحي بِطانَةً
لِعَضبٍ رَقيقِ الشَفرَتَينِ مُهَنَّدِ
I swore that my flank would never cease to be the lining
For a sharp, thin-edged Indian-forged sword—
حُسامٍ إِذا ما قُمتُ مُنتَصِراً بِهِ
كَفى العَودَ مِنهُ البَدءُ لَيسَ بِمِعضَدِ
A cutting blade which, when I rise to avenge myself with it,
Needs no second stroke after the first; it is no chopping blade.
أَخي ثِقَةٍ لا يَنثَني عَن ضَريبَةٍ
إِذا قيلَ مَهلاً قالَ حاجِزُهُ قَدّي
A trustworthy brother that never turns aside from a blow;
When told, “Gently,” its restrainer says, “Enough—my stroke has sufficed.”
إِذا اِبتَدَرَ القَومُ السِلاحَ وَجَدتَني
مَنيعاً إِذا بَلَّت بِقائِمِهِ يَدي
When men race for their weapons, you find me
Well defended once my hand wets the sword’s hilt.
وَبَركٍ هُجودٍ قَد أَثارَت مَخافَتي
بَوادِيَها أَمشي بِعَضبٍ مُجَرَّدِ
Many a sleeping herd, whose outlying beasts my menace stirred,
Have I walked among with a naked, keen-edged sword.
فَمَرَّت كَهاةٌ ذاتُ خَيفٍ جُلالَةٌ
عَقيلَةُ شَيخٍ كَالوَبيلِ يَلَندَدِ
Then a huge, soft-footed, broad-striped she-camel passed,
The prized possession of a stern, formidable old chief.
يَقولُ وَقَد تَرَّ الوَظيفُ وَساقُها
أَلَستَ تَرى أَن قَد أَتَيتَ بِمُؤيِدِ
He said, when her shank and leg had been severed,
“Do you not see that you have done a mighty thing?”
وَقالَ أَلا ماذا تَرَونَ بِشارِبٍ
شَديدٍ عَلَينا بَغيُهُ مُتَعَمِّدِ
And he said, “What do you think of a drinker
Whose deliberate aggression against us is severe?”
وَقالَ ذَروهُ إِنَّما نَفعُها لَهُ
وَإِلّا تَكُفّوا قاصِيَ البَركِ يَزدَدِ
Another said, “Leave him; its benefit is his alone;
Otherwise, unless you hold him back, he will add the herd’s farthest beast.”
فَظَلَّ الإِماءُ يَمتَلِلنَ حُوارَها
وَيُسعى عَلَينا بِالسَديفِ المُسَرهَدِ
All day the slave girls roasted strips from her young camel,
And slices of fat, well-stretched hump-meat were brought to us.
فَإِن مُتُّ فَاِنعيني بِما أَنا أَهلُهُ
وَشُقّي عَلَيَّ الجَيبَ يا اِبنَةَ مَعبَدِ
If I die, mourn me with the praise I deserve,
And tear your neckline for me, daughter of Maʿbad.
وَلا تَجعَليني كَاِمرِئٍ لَيسَ هَمُّهُ
كَهَمّي وَلا يُغني غَنائي وَمَشهَدي
Do not make me like a man whose concern is not
Like mine, whose deeds and presence do not avail as mine do—
بَطيءٍ عَنِ الجُلّى سَريعٍ إِلى الخَنى
ذَلولٍ بِأَجماعِ الرِجالِ مُلَهَّدِ
Slow in a grave crisis, quick to indecency,
Humbled and struck down by the concerted will of men.
فَلَو كُنتُ وَغلاً في الرِجالِ لَضَرَّني
عَداوَةُ ذي الأَصحابِ وَالمُتَوَحِّدِ
Had I been an intruder among men, I would have been harmed
By the enmity of the well-supported and the solitary alike.
وَلَكِن نَفى عَنّي الرِجالَ جَراءَتي
عَلَيهِم وَإِقدامي وَصِدقي وَمَحتِدي
But my boldness toward men, my initiative,
My truthfulness, and my noble stock drove them from me.
لَعَمرُكَ ما أَمري عَلَيَّ بِغُمَّةٍ
نَهاري وَلا لَيلي عَلَيَّ بِسَرمَدِ
By your life, my affair is no obscurity to me;
Neither my day nor my night is everlasting darkness.
وَيَومٍ حَبَستُ النَفسَ عِندَ عِراكِهِ
حِفاظاً عَلى عَوراتِهِ وَالتَهَدُّدِ
And many a day I held my soul firm amid its combat,
Guarding its vulnerable places against menace,
عَلى مَوطِنٍ يَخشى الفَتى عِندَهُ الرَدى
مَتى تَعتَرِك فيهِ الفَرائِصُ تُرعَدِ
In a station where a young man fears destruction,
Where, when hearts clash, they tremble.
وَأَصفَرَ مَضبوحٍ نَظَرتُ حِوارَهُ
عَلى النارِ وَاِستَودَعتُهُ كَفَّ مُجمِدِ
And many a yellow, fire-singed gaming arrow: I watched its companion
Upon the fire, then entrusted it to the hand of a man stiff with cold.
سَتُبدي لَكَ الأَيّامُ ما كُنتَ جاهِلاً
وَيَأتيكَ بِالأَخبارِ مَن لَم تُزَوِّدِ
The days will disclose to you what you did not know,
And one whom you gave no provisions will bring you news.
وَيَأتيكَ بِالأَخبارِ مَن لَم تَبِع لَهُ
بَتاتاً وَلَم تَضرِب لَهُ وَقتَ مَوعِدِ
One whom you did not purchase travel supplies for will bring you news,
Though you arranged no compact with him and appointed no meeting time.
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