إِنْ تَسْألي .. فَجَوَايَ فِيكِ جَوَابِي
أَوْ تَعْتِبِي.. فَخَطَايَ فِيكِ خِطَابِي
If you ask, my answer about you is my reply
Or if you reproach, my sins towards you are my words
لاَ وَرْدَ.. إِلاَّ مَا زَرَعْتِ بِجَنَّتِي
لاَ صُبْحَ.. إِلاَّ إِنْ وَقَفْتِ بِبَابِي
No roses, except what you planted in my garden
No morning, unless you stood at my door
لاَ طِيبَ.. إِلاَّ مَا نَفَثْتِ بِخَاطِرِي
لاَ شِعْرَ.. إِلاَّ إِنْ رَقَمْتِ كِتَابِي
No perfume, except what you breathed into my soul
No poetry, unless you composed my book
فِيكِ انْتِظَارِي وَاحْتِضَارِي وَالمُنَى
وَهَوَاكِ مُذْ كُنَّا جَنَى أَعْنَابِي
In you is my waiting, my death, and my purpose
And your love since we were the harvest of grapes
مُذْ كُنْتِ لِي غَنَّى الرَّبِيعُ بخَافِقِي
وَهَمَى المَسَاءُ بِمُزْنَةِ الأَطْيَابِ
Since you were the melody of spring in my throbbing
And the evening swooned with the aroma of perfumes
وَغَدَا الزَّمَانُ وَذِي الدُّنَا مِنْ خُلَّتِي
وَالشَّمْسُ وَالأَقْمَارُ مِنْ أَتْرَابِي
And time went by, and the worldly life from my seclusion
And the sun and the moons from my peers
وَاعْشَوْشَبَتْ أُغْرُودَةٌ سَكْرَى تَرَقْ
رَقُ في دَمِي وَتَؤُجُّ جَمْرَ شَبَابِي
And an intoxicated nightingale sang drunkenly
Singing in my blood and kindling the embers of my youth
مُذْ كُنْتِ لِي أَمَّ الضِّيَاءُ مَشَارِقِي
وَهَفَا الظَّلاَمُ لِجَلْوَتِي.. وَشَرَابِي
Since you were the mother of radiance to my dawns
And darkness melted before my splendor and drink
وَتَعَانَقَتْ فِيَّ الرُّؤَى وَالسِّرُّ أَزَ
هَرَ وَدْقُهُ لَمَّا وَشَى بِسَحَابِي
And visions and secrets embraced within me, a blossom
Whose knocking throbbed when it interlaced with my clouds
فَشَذَى الخَمَائِلِ بَعْضُ بَوْحِ مَوَاجِدِي
وَالطُّهْرُ وَالإِلْهَامُ طَيُّ ثِيَابِي
So the inspirations of sanctuaries leaked some of the revelations of my shrines
And purity and revelation clad my clothes
فَلأَنْتِ كَرْمِي فِي المَحَبَّةِ بَاسِقًا
وَلأَنْتِ عِشْقِي لِلسَّنَى أَسْرَى بِي
So you are my lofty generosity in love
And you are my passion for intimacy, my captor
وَلأَنْتِ فَجْرِي لِلْحَقِيقَةِ صَادِقًا
وَلأَنْتِ فَيْضِي فِي جَحِيمِ سَرَابِي
And you are my honest dawn to the truth
And you are my abundance in the mirage of my desert
شَفَتَاكِ رِيِّي وَاصْطِبَاحَةُ مُهْجَتِي
وَبِكَأْسِكِ المَخْتُومِ يَعْذُبُ صَابِي
Your lips are my drink and the liveliness of my reverie
And with your sealed cup my morning drink is sweet
شُرُفَاتُ فِرْدَوْسِي عُيُونُكِ.. وَالضَّنَى
وَالْوَجْدُ كُلُّ الْوَجْدِ فِي الأَهْدَابِ
The balconies of my paradise are your eyes, and longing
And ecstasy is all the rapture in the eyelids
وَالنَّاهِدَانِ الأَطْيَبَانِ تَقَاسَمَا
شَغَفِي.. وَخَطَّا فِي الصَّبَابَةِ بَابِي
And the two soft fragrances shared
My fervor, and marked the door of my youth
فَهُمَا غَدِيرَا نَشْوَةٍ وَأَغَارِدٍ
وَهُمَا قُمَيْرَا دَهْشَةٍ وَعُجَابِ
So they are two ponds of bliss and melodies
And two moons of marvel and wonders
فِي حِضْنِ حِضْنِهِمَا ثَوَتْ بِي غُرْبَتِي
وَتَغَرُّبِي فِي كَرْمَتَيْكِ ثَوَابِي
In their embrace my estrangement rested
And my expatriation in your generosity is my reward
إِنْ تُهْتُ رَدَّانِي إِلَيْكِ تَوَلُّهًا
أَوْ هِمْتُ.. شَوْقِي فِي دُنَاكِ دَنَا بِي
If you come to me yearning
Or I imagined, my longing in your presence drew me near
فَأَنَا المُحَيَّرُ فِي هَوَاكِ.. هِدَايَتِي
تِيهِي.. وَخِطْئِي فِيكِ عَيْنُ صَوَابِي
Then I am the perplexed one in your love, my guide
Astray, and my sin towards you is my vision of right
وَأَنَا المُسَجَّى فِي حُرُوفِكِ آهَةً
جَذْلَى.. وَصَحْوًا فِي ضَمِيرِ ضَبَابِ
And I am the one writhing in your letters, sighing
Sluggish, and wakeful in the conscience of mist
وَأَنَا المُرَدَّى مِنْ إِهَابِكِ بُرْدَةً
فَسَبَائِكُ النَّوْرِ النَّظِيمِ إِهَابِي
And I am the one cast off by your awe, chilled
So your lighted composure is my awe
وَأَنَا القَتِيلُ.. وَذِي الأَصَائِلُ مِنْ دَمِي
مَخْضُوبَةٌ.. فَنَجِيعُهَا أَعْصَابِي
And I am the slain one, and the one with bloodties from my blood
Bloodstained, so all my veins are saturated
وَأَنَا المُعَلَّقُ فِي ضَمِيرِكَ نَفْثَةً
وَلْهَى.. تَرَدَّدُ فِي حُضُورِ غِيَابِي
And I am the one suspended in your conscience like a whiff
Distracted, echoing in the presence of my absence
أَتَبُوحُ عِنْدَكِ بالمُكَتَّمِِ مِنْ هَوًى
فَيَكُونُ عُرْسُ رَبَائِبِي.. وَرَبَابِي ؟
I confess the concealed passion to you
So will it be the wedding of my goddess, and my worship?
أَمْ تَسْتَبِيحُ تَوَلُّعِي بِصُمَاتِهَا
فَتَبُوحُ عَنِّي أَدْمُعِي.. وَعَذَابِي ؟!
Or will you desecrate my craving with its silence
So you confess about me, my tears and torment?!
إِنْ كُنْتِ كُنْتُ.. وكانَ رَوْضُ خَوَاطِرِي
خَضِلاً بِدِيمَةِ لَحْنِكِ المِسْكَابِ
If I was, I was, and the garden of my thoughts
Was verdant with the melody of your perfumed drink
أَوْ بُحْتِ بُحْتُ.. وَكَانَ صَدْحُ قَيَاثِرِي
وغَدَتْ حَدَائِقُ ذِي الرُّؤَى مِنْ غَابِي
Or I confessed, I confessed, and my soul’s anthems
Became the orchards of visions from my forest
وَإِذَا صَمَتِّ فَبَرْزَخِي.. وَلَرَشْفَةٌ
مِنْ شَهْدِ ثَغْرِكِ بَعْثَتِي.. وَمَآبِي
And if you are silent, then a limbo, and a sip
From the honey of your lips, my resurrection and refuge
أَنْتِ العَشِيقَةُ.. مَا كَتَمْتُ صَبَابَتِي
وَفَصِيحُ جُرْحِي فِي الغَرَامِ وَشَى بِي
You are the lover - I never hid my youth
And the articulation of my wound in love betrayed me
مَا هُنْتُ يَوْمًا أَنْ بَكَيْتُ لِصَبْوَةٍ
أَوْ شَانَ عِشْقِي فِي الدُّنَا مِنْ عَابِ
I never refused a day that I cried for passion’s sake
Or that the talk of my love in life was a disgrace
فَإِذَا سَأَلْتِ.. فَذَا كِتَابِي فِي الهَوَى
نَزْفِي.. حُرُوفِي.. حُرْقَتِي.. أَوْصَابِي
So if you ask, here is my book of love
My bleeding, my letters, my burning, my cups
هَذِي بَرَاهِينِي بِحُبِّكِ كُلُّهَا
مَصْدُوقَةٌ.. وَجَوَايَ فِيكِ جَوَابِي !
Trustworthy, and my answer about you is my reply!