من لي الهي بصبر في ملماتي
في الحال منها وفي الماضي وفي الآتي
Who, my God, will grant me patience amid my afflictions—
Who gives me patience amid my tribulations
those of the present, the past, and what is to come?
In the present, past and future alike
خلقتني شاعرا لو مر بي ملك
خاف عن العين لاسترعى انتباهاتي
You created me a poet: were an angel to pass by me,
You created me a poet, if a king passed me
hidden from sight, it would draw my attention;
He'd shy from my gaze, wary of my attentions
أو غرد الطير في الأحرش من طرب
أو حرقة لغدت تؤسيه آهاتي
Or the birds sang in the thicket out of joy
Or a bird sang in the grove, drunk with joy
or heartache, my sighs would come to console them;
Or a yearning that saddened me with its sighs
أو هبت الريح هونا أو بزوبعة
أو قصف رعد وبرق في دجنات
Or the wind blew gently or in a whirlwind,
Or the wind blew gently or in a gale
Or thunder and lightning crashed in murky darkness,
Or thunder rumbled and lightning flashed in the gloom
أو زمجر البحر والأمواج هائجة
أو أرسلت شهبها زرق السماوات
Or the sea roared while the waves raged,
Or the sea roared and the waves raged
Or the blue heavens sent forth their meteors,
As the heavens scattered their blue stars
لحست الروح في كل مآثره
وأظهرتها شعورا في بويتان
I would sense the spirit in all its wondrous works,
I'd feel the spirit in all its wonders
and express it as feeling in two little verses.
And reveal it as emotion in my verses
من أين لي الصبر والأحداث قاطبة
خلقتها لتعكر صفو ساعاتي
Where can I find patience, when all events
Whence comes patience when events without exception
were created by You to disturb the serenity of my hours?
Are made to trouble the calm of my hours
في السوق في البيت في نومي وفي
سهري في ثورتي في سكوني في خيالاتي
In the market, in the house, in my sleep, and in
In the market, at home, in my sleep and
my sleeplessness, in my fury, in my calm, in my imaginings;
My waking, in revolt and repose and fancies
في الدار في الحان في الأفراح في
مرحى بين الرياض وحتى في صلاواتي
In the dwelling, in the tavern, at celebrations, in
At home, in revels, in joys, in the meadows
my merriment among the gardens, and even in my prayers—
Between gardens, even in my prayers
في كل هذا أرى شبح الشقاوة ما
ينفك يتبعني في كل أوقاتي
In all this I see the specter of misery, which never
In all this I see the specter of misery
ceases to follow me through all my hours.
That follows me ceaselessly in all my times
وارتجي عبثا يوما أعيش به
قرير عين فلم أطلب بتاراتي
And vainly I hope for a day on which I may live
And I vainly hoped for a day to live
contented—for I have not sought my revenge.
With tranquil heart, but my fates denied me
Sol 6.1