غاض نبع القريض والإنشاد
يوم فخري وكان سهل القياد
The spring of verse and chanting ran dry
The spring of poetry and song has dried up
On Fakhri's day, though it had once been easy to command.
The day my pride left, he who led with ease
وتولى مكانه ينبوع للدمع
غزيرا بحسرة في فؤادي
And a spring of tears took its place,
In its place a fountain of tears took over
Flowing abundantly with anguish in my heart.
Flowing copiously with sorrow in my heart
علم الناس أنني لا أبالي
بالرزايا وعاديات العوادي
People knew that I paid no heed
People know I care not
To calamities and the assaults of adversity.
For blames and habits of nomads
أيها الدمع كنت في السجن
لا تظهر منه فما لك اليوم باد
O tears, you had been in prison,
O tears you were imprisoned
Never emerging from it—why do you appear today?
Invisible, so why appear today?
إن هذا ما لا يليق بمثلي
ما اعتذاري لمعشر النقاد
Surely this does not befit someone like me;
This does not befit one like me
What excuse have I before the company of critics?
What excuse do I have before the critics?
قال دمعي وللدموع كلام
يوقظ النفس للهدى والرشاد
My tears said—and tears have a language
My tears spoke, and tears do speak
That awakens the soul to guidance and right conduct—
Awakening the soul to guidance and integrity
لا تلمني إذا انطلقت من الأسر
أهيج النفوس في كل ناد
Do not blame me when I break free from captivity,
Don’t blame me for breaking out of captivity
Stirring souls in every gathering.
And stirring souls in every club
إن حبي من السنين ثلاثا
بعد فخري لمن قبيل العناد
Indeed, my love for three years
For after three years since my pride left
After Fakhri is indeed a kind of obstinacy.
My love became stubborn and unruly
ستراني لك العزاء فدعني
لا تلمني على الكريم الجواد
You will find me your consolation, so let me be;
May solace hide me, so leave me be
Do not blame me for mourning the noble, generous man.
Don’t blame me for the generous, noble one
عبثا نرتجي فتى كالمحيش
وقف العمر في سبيل البلاد
In vain we hope for a youth like al-Muhaysh,
In vain we hope for a youth like Al-Muhayshi
Who devoted his life to his country's cause.
Who stood for the nation all his life
إيه يا دمع فالذي قلته الحق
وأنت الطليق كن في ازدياد
Go on, O tears, for what you said is the truth;
Yes, O tears, what you said is true
And, free as you are, flow ever more abundantly.
You're free, so keep flowing
قم بتخليد ذكره اليوم يا دمع
فشعري مقصر عن مرادي
Rise and immortalize his memory today, O tears,
Immortalize his memory today, O tears
For my poetry falls short of my intent.
For my poetry falls short of my wishes
لم أجد في العروض بحرا
لمن يشبه في علمه المحيط الهادي
In prosody I found no sea
I found no poetic meter
For one whose learning resembles the Pacific Ocean.
To resemble his endless knowledge
حار فلك الخيال أيان يمضي
وسط موج في صورة الأطواد
The ship of imagination was at a loss when to sail
My imagination falters, unsure where to go
Amid waves in the shape of towering mountains.
Amidst waves in the form of sand dunes
والمعاني وأين مني المعاني
بعد فخري لم تستجب لمنادي
And meanings—how far meanings are from me!
And what of my imagination?
After Fakhri, they did not answer my call.
After my pride left, it won't respond to my calls
يا دموعي عليك سقى ثراه
واتركيني أهيم في كل وادي
O my tears, you must water his earth,
O my tears, water his burial site
And leave me to wander distraught through every valley.
And leave me wandering every valley
لا تبالي بما يقول أناس
قلبهم قد من صميم الجماد
Pay no heed to what some people say:
Care not for what people say
Their heart is hewn from the very core of lifeless matter.
Whose hearts are made of solid stone
همهم في الحياة عيش رغيد
ولو أن المآل للاصفاد
Their concern in life is a life of ease,
Their only life goal is opulent living
Even if the outcome is shackles.
Even if the outcome is shackles
كل من مات في جهاد شريف
فهو حي في ملتي واعتقادي
Everyone who dies in a noble struggle
All who died striving nobly
Is alive in my faith and conviction.
Are alive in my nation and creed
ومقام الخلود يا ابن المحيشي
نلته اليوم بعد طول الجهاد
And the station of immortality, O son of al-Muhayshi,
And you, Al-Muhayshi's son, have attained
You have attained today, after a long struggle.
Eternal abode after long struggle
جادك الغيث لا ولكن دموعي
فهي أولى من صيب ذي نقاد
May the rain shower you—no, rather my tears,
The rain did not nourish you, but my tears did
For they are worthier than the downpour of Dhu Niqad.
For they are nobler than showers with critique
إن تغب في الثرى فذكراك تبقى
في قلوب الأبناء والأحفاد
If you vanish into the earth, your memory remains
If you disappear into the soil, your memory remains
In the hearts of children and grandchildren.
In hearts of sons and grandchildren
Sol 6.1