حارت وغاب طبيبها ودواؤها
يا ويح نفسي كم يطول عناؤها
She grew bewildered, and her physician and her remedy were gone.
Her sickness worsened, her doctor was absent, her medicine as well
Alas for my soul! How long her suffering endures!
Oh my soul, how prolonged is her torment!
حكم الشذوذ عنانها فتمردت
بجموحها وتعددت أدواؤها
Waywardness controlled her reins, so she rebelled
The rule of strangeness tightened its reins so she rebelled
With her wildness, and her ailments multiplied.
With her rashness, and her cures diversified
تشكو عسى الشكوى تلطف ما بها
فيخيب في المشكو إليها رحاؤها
She complains, hoping complaint may ease what ails her.
She complains hoping that complaining may soften her pain
So her hope in the one she complains to is dashed.
But seeking relief from her complaint disappoints her
وتعود صابرة على كره بها
والصبر في هذا الوجود عزاؤها
And she returns, patient despite the reluctance within her.
And she returns, patient with the pain inside her
And patience in this existence is her consolation.
For patience in this existence is her consolation
تجد الشقاء ملذة ولو أنها
رأت النعيم لكان فيه شقاؤها
She finds misery a delight, and even if she
She finds misery a pleasure though if she
Saw bliss, her misery would lie within it.
Saw comfort, in it would be her agony
سبحانك اللهم شئت لحكمة
جعل النفوس تباينت أهواؤها
Glory be to You, O God! For a wise purpose You willed
Glory to You, O Lord, in Your wisdom
To make souls with differing desires.
You made souls' desires so contradicting
Sol 6.1