وَتَزعُمُ أَنّي قَد تَبَدَّلتُ خُلَّةً
سِواها هَذا الباطِلُ المُتَقَوَّلُ
And she claims that I have taken a sweetheart
other than her—this is a fabricated falsehood.
لَحا اللَه مَن باعَ الحَبيبَ بِغَيرِهِ
فَقالَت نَعَم حاشاكَ إِن كُنتَ تَعقِلُ
May God curse whoever trades his beloved for another.
She said, 'Yes—far be it from you, if you have sense.
سَتَصرِمُ إِنساناً إِذا ما صَرَمَتني
بِحُبّكَ فَاِنظُر بَعدَهُ مَن تَبَدَّلُ
You will forsake a person, if you forsake me,
who loves you; consider whom you will take in his place.'
أَعَلِّلُ نَفسي مِنكِ بِالوَعدِ وَالمُنى
فَهَلّا بِيَأسٍ مِنكِ قَلبي أُعَلَّلُ
I console myself with promises and hopes from you;
then why not console my heart with despair of you?
وَمَوعِدكِ الشَهدُ المُصَفّى حَلاوَةً
وَدونَ نَجازِ الوَعدِ صابٌ وَحَنظَلُ
And your promise is pure honey in sweetness,
but before its fulfillment lie bitter sap and colocynth.
وَأَمنَحُ طَرفَ العَينِ غَيرَكِ رِقبَةً
حِذارَ العِدا وَالطَرفُ نحوَكِ أَميَلُ
And I direct my gaze toward someone other than you, cautiously,
for fear of foes, though my gaze inclines more toward you,
لِكَيما يَقولَ الناسُ إِنَّ أَمراً رَمى
رَبيعَةَ في لَيلى بِسوءٍ لِمُبطِلُ
so that people may say, 'A man who accused
Rabi'ah of wrongdoing over Layla is surely lying.'
لَقَد كَذَبَ الواشونَ بَغياً عَلَيهِما
وَما مِنهُما إِلّا بَريءٌ مُعَقَّلُ
The slanderers have indeed lied, out of malice against them both,
and both are innocent and restrained.
فَلَو كُنتَ ذا عَقلٍ لَأَجمَعتُ صَرمَكُم
بِرَأيي وَلَكِنّي اِمرِؤٌ لَستُ أَعقِلُ
If I had sense, I would resolve to forsake you,
by my own judgment; but I am a man who has no sense.
وَكَيفَ بِصَبرِ القَلبِ لا كَيفَ عَنكُمُ
وَبابُ فُؤادي دونَ صَرمِكِ مُقفَلُ
And how could the heart endure without you? There is no way,
and my heart's door is locked against forsaking you.
وَمِن أَينَ لا مِن أَينَ يُحرَمُ قَتلكُم
وَقَتلي لَكُم يا أُمَّ لَيلى مُحَلَّلُ
And why—there is no reason—should killing you be forbidden,
while killing me is lawful for you, O Umm Layla?
أَغَرَّكِ أَن لا صَبرَ لي في طِلابِكُم
وَأَن لَيسَ لي إِلّا عَلَيك معَوَّلُ
Has it emboldened you that I have no patience in seeking you,
and that I have no one but you to rely on?
وَلَمّا تَبَيَّنتِ الَّذي بي مِنَ الهَوى
وَأَيقَنتِ أَنّي عَنكِ لا أَتَحَوَّلُ
And when you perceived the passion within me
and were certain that I would not turn away from you,
ظَلَمتِ كَذِئبِ السَوءِ إِذا قالَ مَرَّةً
لِسَخلٍ رَأى وَالذِئبُ غَرثانُ مُرمِلُ
you wronged me like the wicked wolf, who once said
to a lamb he saw, while the wolf was hungry and without provisions:
أَأَنتَ الَّذي في غَيرِ جُرمٍ شَتمتَني
فَقالَ مَتى ذا قالَ ذا عامُ أَوَّلُ
'Are you the one who insulted me though I had done no wrong?'
He said, 'When was that?' The wolf said, 'Last year.'
فَقالَ وُلِدتُ العامَ بَل رُمتَ غَدرَةً
فَدونَكَ كُلني لا هَنا لَكَ مَأكَلُ
He said, 'I was born this year! You only intended treachery.
Here, then—eat me! May your meal bring you no pleasure!'
أَتَبكينَ مِن قَتلي وَأَنتِ قَتَلتِني
بِحُبَّكِ قَتلاً بَيِّناً لَيسَ يُشكِلُ
Do you weep over my death, though you have killed me
through love of you—a plain killing that cannot be mistaken?
فَأَنتِ كَذبّاحِ العَصافيرِ دائِباً
وَعَيناهُ مِن وَجدٍ عَلَيهِنَّ تَهمِلُ
For you are like one who tirelessly slaughters sparrows,
while his eyes stream with grief for them.
فَلَو كانَ مِن رَأفٍ بِهِنَّ وَرَحمَةٍ
لَكَفَّ يَداً لَيسَت مِنَ الذَبحِ تَعطلُ
If it came from tenderness toward them and mercy,
he would stay the hand that never rests from slaughter.
فَلا تَنظُري ما تَهمِلُ العَينُ وَاِنظُري
إِلى الكَفِّ ماذا بِالعَصافيرِ تَفعَلُ
So do not look at what the eye sheds; look instead
at the hand—what it does to the sparrows.
هِبيني اِمرِءاً أَذنَبتُ ذَنباً جَهِلتُهُ
وَلَم آتِهِ عَمداً وَذو الحِلمِ يَجهَلُ
Consider me a man who committed a sin unknowingly,
and did not commit it deliberately—even the forbearing can act rashly.
عَفا اللَهُ عَمّا قَد مَضى لَستُ عائِداً
وَها أَنا ذا من سُخطِكُم أتَنَصَّلُ
May God forgive what has passed; I shall not repeat it,
and here I am, seeking release from your displeasure.
Sol 6.1