إِنّي أَرِقتُ لِبَرقٍ ضافَني سارِ
كَأَنَّ في العَينِ مِنهُ مَسَّ عُوّارِ
I lay awake for a lightning flash that visited me by night.
As though it had left a painful sting in my eye,
أَو حَرَّ فُلفُلَةٍ كانَت بِها قَذِيَت
لَمّا بَرى قِشرَها عَن حَرِّها الباري
Or the heat of a peppercorn that had irritated it
When its maker stripped away its skin and exposed its heat.
إِنَّ الهُمومَ إِذا عادَتكَ وارِدَةً
إِن لَم تُفَرِّج لَها وَرداً بِإِصدارِ
When cares come to you in a fresh wave,
If you do not give their arrival an outlet,
كانَت عَلَيكَ سقاماً تَستَكينُ لَهُ
وَأَنصَبَتكَ لِحاجاتٍ وَإِذكارِ
They become an illness under which you sink,
And wear you down with needs and recollections.
فَصِرتُ في السِجنِ الحُرّاسُ تَحرُسُني
بَعدَ التَلَصُّصِ في بِرٍّ وَأَمصارِ
So I came to be in prison, with guards watching me,
After slipping stealthily through open country and towns,
وَسَيرِ حَرفٍ تَجوبُ اللَيلَ جافِلَةً
عَومَ السَفينَةِ في ذي اللُجَّةِ الجاري
And riding a lean mount that crosses the night in flight,
Swimming like a ship through a running, deep sea.
يا نَفسُ لا تَجزَعي إِنّي إِلى أَمَدٍ
وَكُلُّ نَفسٍ إِلى يَومٍ وَمِقدارِ
O soul, do not despair: I have an appointed span,
And every soul has its allotted day and measure.
وَما يُقَرِّبُ يَومي مِن مَدى أَمَلي
فاقَني حَياءَكِ تَرحالي وَتِسياري
The reach of my hopes does not bring my day any nearer;
My journeys and wanderings have taken me far, out of regard for you.
إِنّي إِلى أَجَلٍ إِن كُنتِ عالِمَةً
إِلَيهِ ما مُنتَهى عِلمي وَآثاري
I have an appointed end, if you understand:
That is where my knowledge and my traces come to an end.
لِلَّهِ أَنتِ فَإِن يَعصِمكِ فَاِعتَصِمي
وَإِن كَذَبتِ فَحَسبِيَ اللَهُ مِن جارِ
You belong to God; if He protects you, hold fast to Him.
And if you prove false, God suffices me as a protector.
إِدعيهِ سِرّاً وَناديهِ عَلانِيَةً
وَاللَهُ يَعلَمُ إِعلاني وَإِسراري
Call upon Him in secret and cry to Him openly:
God knows what I declare and what I conceal.
وَما السَعادَةُ في الدُنيا لِذي أَمَلٍ
إِنَّ السَعيدَ الَّذي يَنجو مِنَ النارِ
Happiness in this world does not belong to the one who merely hopes;
The happy one is the one who escapes the Fire.
سُقياً لِسِجنِكَ مِن سِجنٍ وَساكِنه
بِديمَةٍ مِن ذَهابِ الماءِ مِدرارِ
May your prison and its inhabitant be watered
By a steady rain pouring abundant water,
بِكُلِّ جَون رَواياهُ مُطَبِّقَةٌ
واهي العَزالي مِنَ الجَوزاءِ جَرّارِ
By every dark cloud whose water is spread across the sky,
Its rain outlets pouring, driven onward from Gemini.
وَقَد دَعَوتُ وَما آلو لِأُسمِعَهُ
أَبا الوَليدِ وَدوني سِجنُ دَوّارِ
I have called out, sparing no effort to make him hear:
Abu al-Walid, though the prison of Dawwar stands between us.
في جَوفِ ذي شُرُفاتٍ سُدَّ مَخرَجُهُ
بِبابِ ساجٍ أَمينِ القِفلِ صَرّارِ
I am inside a place with battlements, its exit shut
By a teak door with a secure, creaking lock.
أَدعوهُ دَعوَةَ مَظلومٍ لِيَنصُرَني
ثُمَّ اِستَغَثَتُ بِذي نُعمى وَأَخطارِ
I call to him as a wronged man calls, that he may help me;
Then I sought help from a man of favors and high standing.
أَشكو إِلى الخَيرِ إِبراهيمَ مَظلَمَتي
في غَيرِ جُرمٍ وَإِخراجي مِنَ الدارِ
I bring my grievance to the noble Ibrahim:
I was driven from my home without a crime.
الدَهرَ أَرسُفُ في كَبلٍ أُعالِجُه
وَحَلقَةٍ قارَبوا فيها بِمِسمارِ
All my days I drag a shackle and struggle with it,
And a ring they have fastened with a nail.
أَدورُ فيهِ نَهاري ثُمَّ مُنقَلِبي
بِاللَيلِ أَدهمُ مَزرورٌ بِأَزرارِ
I move about in it by day; then my place of return
At night is dark, fastened with buttons.
كَأَنَّهُ بَينَ إِستارَينِ قَدَّهُما
سُراةُ أَورَقَ مَطلِيٍّ مِنَ القارِ
It seems to lie between two strips they cut,
Like the back of a gray beast coated with pitch.
يا أَقرَبَ الناسِ مِن حَمدٍ وَمَكرَمَةٍ
وَأَبعَدَ الناسِ مِن ذَمٍّ وَمِن عارِ
O you nearest of all people to praise and honor,
And farthest of all people from blame and shame,
وَأَعظَمَ الناسِ عَفواً عِندَ مَقدَرةٍ
وَلَيثَ غابٍ عَلى أَعدائِهِ ضارِ
Most forgiving of all when you have the power to punish,
And a forest lion fierce against his enemies,
وردٌ هِزَبرٌ تُميتُ القَرنَ صَولَتَهُ
وَضَمُّهُ بَينَ أَنيابٍ وَأَظفارِ
A tawny lion whose charge kills his opponent,
As he clasps him between fangs and claws:
أَنعِم عَلَيَّ بِنِعمى مِنكَ سابِغَةٍ
مِن سيبِ أَروعَ نفاعٍ وَضَرارِ
Grant me a generous favor from you,
From the bounty of a noble man who can help or harm.
أَوفى اليَمامَةِ مَن يَعلَق بِذِمَّتِهِ
تَأَخُذ يَداهُ بِحَبلٍ غَيرِ خُوارِ
You are the most faithful in al-Yamama to one who seeks your protection;
Your hands grasp a cord that does not give way.
Sol 6