حُبُّكُمْ قد شدّني من عضدَيّ
وافتقاري لَكُمُ أغنى يديّ
Your love has seized me by the upper arm,
and my need of you has enriched both my hands.
يا جلوسي حيث لا جُلاَّسَ لي
ثمّ أُنْسي حيث لا أُنْسَ لديّ
O you who are my companions where I have none,
and my solace where no solace is mine.
طاب لي فيكم عَذابٌ واصبٌ
قَدْ لَوَى الأحشاءَ منّي أيَّ لَيّ
Amid you, my torment and patient endurance have grown sweet;
it has wrung the entrails within me—what a wringing!
شِئْتُمُ كَيَّ فؤادي مغرماً
فانكوى منكم بكَيّ أيِّ كيّ
You wished to cauterize my enamored heart,
so it was seared by you with a searing—what a searing!
فجزمتم لي فؤاداً تَعِباً
عَجَباً كيف يُرَى الجزْم بكَيْ
Thus you decreed for me a weary heart—
how strange! How can the body be quenched by cautery?
أنتُم أَدْرَى بما بين الحشا
وانْطَوتْ عنه ضُلوعي أيَّ طيّ
You know best what lies within my breast,
over which my ribs have folded—what an enfolding!
افعلوا ما شئتُم إنّكُمُ
كلُّ فعل منكمُ عَذْبٌ لديّ
Do whatever you will, for truly
every deed of yours is sweet to me.
وإذا عنّفني ذو عذَلٍ
قائلا حُبُّكَ فيهم كان غيّ
And when a censor, given to blame, rebuked me harshly,
saying, “Your love for them was error,”
قُلْت مَهْ دَعْني فلَوْ أَنَّهُمُ
منحوني الحُبَّ ما كنت بحيّ
I said, “Enough—leave me! For had they
granted me love, I would not be alive.”
هم فؤادي وحياتي مثلَمَا
أنّهم سمعي ومَرْأَى مُقْلَتَيْ
They are my heart and my life, just as
they are my hearing and the sight of my eyes.
يا أُسَاتي حيث ما أنتُمْ أنا
وتنزّهتم عن الشِّبْهِ بشيّ
O my healers, wherever you are, there am I;
you transcend any resemblance to a thing.
فاكشِفوا عن عَيْنِ قلبي غَشْوَةً
واقْلَعوا لي صَمَماً في أُذُنَيّ
Then lift the veil from my heart’s eye,
and root out the deafness in both my ears,
كي أرى بعضاً من الحُسْنِ الذي
دُونَه الأفكارُ في عجزٍ وعِيّ
that I may behold something of that beauty
before which thoughts stand helpless and speechless;
وتعي نحوكُمُ أُذْني وإنْ
كنتُ أرجو منصباً صعباً عليّ
and may my ear apprehend the way toward you, though
I have aspired to a station hard for me to attain.
فأرى منكم رِضًى يُلْبِسُنِي
تحت أطباق السرى أَحْسَنَ زيّ
Then may I receive from you a favor that clothes me,
beneath the layers of earth, in the fairest garb—
بالنبيء الهاشمِيّ المصطفى
خَيْرِ خلقِ اللّهِ مِن آل قُصَيّ
by the Chosen Hashemite Prophet,
the best of God’s creation, of Qusayy’s house.
Sol 5.6