أرى الصبر أوشك أن ينفذا
وأوشكت في القرب أن أبعدا
I see that patience is nearly spent,
I see that patience is about to run out
and though so near, I nearly drifted far away.
And I'm about to get far away in the near future
وأوشك قلبي أن يستريح
وأوشك طرفي أن يرقدا
My heart is on the verge of finding rest,
And my heart is about to find rest
and my eyes are on the verge of sleep.
And my eyes are about to fall asleep
وكدت أعايش هذا الأنام
وقد عشت بينهم مفردا
I almost came to live among these people,
I almost lived with these people
though I have lived among them all alone.
And I lived among them alone
يخيل لي أنني قد أضعت
شبابي وقلبي وعمري سدى
It seems to me that I have squandered
It seems to me that I have wasted
my youth, my heart, and all my life in vain—
My youth, my heart and my life in vain
وأن حياتي وأسبابها
خطبت بها عندكم فرقدا
and that with my life and all its means
And that my life and its reasons
I sought from you a Farkad star.
I proposed them to you in vain
تناءيتم زمنا طائلا
وبنا كما كان رجع الصدى
You kept your distance for a long, long time,
You lingered for a long time
while in us, as before, the echo rang again.
And between us it was like an echo
فإن تلتق اليوم أشباحنا
فذاك لقاء غريب المدى
If our phantoms should meet today,
So if our ghosts meet today
that would be a meeting strange in its reach:
It's a strange reunion
تقربه اليوم دنيا الخيال
ويبعده كل حاد حدا
the realm of fantasy now draws it near,
It brings it closer today the world of imagination
while every driver urging onward bears it far away.
And every obstinate one takes it away
يذكرنا كل أمس مضى
وكل غريب به شدا
It recalls to us every yesterday now gone,
Every passed yesterday reminds us
and every stranger who sang of it.
And every stranger who has missed it
وما نحن إلا الزمان الذي
عدا في الأنام على من عدا
We are nothing but time itself, which
We are nothing but time that has passed
assailed among mankind whomever it assailed.
Among people over those who have passed
نصوره صورة في الضمير
ونبدي على ضعفنا ما بدا
We fashion its image within the heart,
We depict it as an image in conscience
and despite our frailty, show whatever can be seen.
And we show our weakness as it appeared
فيحسبنا الناس أقوى على
يد الدهر مما يكيد العدى
And so people think us better able to withstand
So people think we are stronger
the hand of fate than all the plotting of our foes.
Against the vicissitudes of time than the harm of enemies
ولكننا إن خلونا إلى
خواطرنا نستجير الردى
But whenever we are left alone with
But if we are left to
our thoughts, we seek refuge in death.
Our thoughts, we seek refuge from havoc
وإن لاح في بابكم عاذل
مررنا به ركعا سجدا
And should some reproacher appear at your door,
And if a rebuker appears at your door
we pass before him bowing and prostrate,
We pass by him bowing down
نحاذر من أن ترانا العيون
ونخشى على البؤس أن نحسدا
wary lest watching eyes should see us,
We are wary of eyes seeing us
and fearful that even for our misery we might be envied.
And we fear poverty lest we be envied
فعد لي حبيبي كما قد عهدت
على الدهر يا سيدي مسعدا
So return to me, my love, as I have always known you:
So return to me, my beloved, as you used to
my lord, forever bringing me joy despite the years.
In life, my master, happily
وخل النواح ودنيا الانين
فقد أوشك العمر أن ينفذا
Leave lamentation and the world of moans,
And leave the wailing and the world of moaning
for life itself is nearly spent.
For life is about to run out
ومد حبيبي إلى من براه
غرامك عطفا وأهد اليدا
My love, extend to one whom
And extend, my beloved, to those who loved you
your passion has worn away some tenderness, and offer your hand—
Affectionately, and extend your hand
أو اهزأ كما شئت بالذكريات
وأذهب في الحب كبش الفدا
or mock the memories as you please,
Or make fun as you wish with memories
and I shall go forth in love, its sacrificial ram.
And in love be the sacrificial lamb
Sol 5.6