1. كُنتُ أَحسَبُهُ يَكرَهُني

    أَو حَتَّى

    I used to think he hated me

    or even

  2. لا يُبالي بي

    لِهذا

    did not care about me

    That is why

  3. غَدَرَني حُبُّه .

    /

    his love betrayed me.

    /

  4. لأَنَّهُ عِندما دَعاني

    تَظاهَرتُ بأَنِّي لا أُصغي إلَيه

    Because when he called me

    I pretended I was not listening to him

  5. قُلتُ في نَفسي

    ( لَدَيَّ وَقت

    I said to myself

    (I have time

  6. غَداً أَسمَعُه

    وَ

    Tomorrow I will listen to him

    and

  7. أَستَجيب )

    /

    respond)

    /

  8. مَكانَ المِسمار

    وَسطَ راحَتي

    At the site of the nail

    in the middle of my palm

  9. بصَقَ ثُمَّ

    لَعَقَ جُرحي

    he spat, then

    licked my wound

  10. بلِسانِه .

    /

    with his tongue.

    /

  11. ( إذا جَرحتَني

    أَنتَ ما يَقطُرُ مِن دَمي )

    (If you wound me

    you are what drips from my blood)

  12. نَقَبَ إصبَعَه بِدَبُّوس

    وكَتبَ لي هَذا

    He pierced his finger with a pin

    and wrote this for me

  13. بِدَمِه .

    /

    in his blood.

    /

  14. في المَطبَخ

    واقِفاً أَمامَ المَغسَلةِ تَجِدُني

    In the kitchen

    you find me standing in front of the sink

  15. أَغسِلُ

    بَعدَ كُلِّ عَشاءٍ

    washing

    after every dinner

  16. الأَطباقَ والكُؤوس

    مُبقياً عَلَيها

    the plates and glasses

    leaving on them

  17. قَليلاً مِنَ الرَّغوةِ

    كَي يَتأَكدَ لَهُ

    a little foam

    so he can be sure

  18. أَنَّي غَسَلتُها

    باللِّيفَةِ والصَّابون .

    that I have washed them

    with the loofah and soap.

  19. /

    أُحِسُّهُ مِن

    /

    I sense him through

  20. مَلمَسِ

    المَاء .

    the feel of

    the water.

  21. /

    تُفَضِّلينَ أَن تَجلِسَ المِروَحَةُ

    /

    You prefer the fan to sit

  22. عَلى الكُرسِيِّ

    بِجَوارِك

    on the chair

    beside you

  23. بَدَلاً عَنِّي .

    /

    instead of me.

    /

  24. يا لِحُبِّكِ

    الرَّاكِدِ

    Ah, your love,

    stagnant

  25. في الصَّحن .

    /

    in the dish.

    /

  26. يَترُكُني

    إلى أَن نَلتَقي يَوماً

    He leaves me

    until we meet one day

  27. أَنا على رَأسِ

    جَبَلٍ

    I, on the summit of

    a mountain

  28. أَجرَد

    وهُوَ

    bare,

    and he

  29. عَلى ظَهرِ

    غَيمَةٍ

    on the back of

    a cloud

  30. سَوداء ..

    black...