يومwhen اناI طالبa student هقيتI thought انيthat I عرفتI knew
يوم انا طالب هقيت اني عرفت
كلall مافيthat is in الكونthe universe منof سرthe secret of الحياهlife
كل مافي الكون من سر الحياه
When I was a student, I thought I understood
When I was a student, I thought I knew
every secret of life contained in the universe.
every secret of life in the universe.
يومwhen اناI طالبa student تحمّستI grew enthusiastic ووعدتand I vowed
يوم انا طالب تحمّست ووعدت
انيthat I اصلحI set right ماwhat تبيّنbecame clear ليto me خطاهits wrongness
اني اصلح ما تبيّن لي خطاه
When I was a student, I grew impassioned and vowed
When I was a student, I grew enthusiastic and vowed
to set right whatever wrong became clear to me.
to set right whatever I saw to be wrong.
يومwhen اناI طالبa student علىupon الغيمهthe cloud رسَمتI drew
يوم انا طالب على الغيمه رسَمت
ضحكةthe smile of الدنياthe world علىupon عذبsweet الشفاهlips
ضحكة الدنيا على عذب الشفاه
When I was a student, upon a cloud I painted
When I was a student, upon a cloud I drew
the world’s smile on sweet lips.
the world's smile upon sweet lips.
يومwhen أناI طالبa student تخيّلتI imagined وحَلمتand I dreamed
يوم أنا طالب تخيّلت وحَلمت
انيthat I البسI wear منfrom هَدبthe lashes of شمسيmy sun عباهa cloak
اني البس من هَدب شمسي عباه
When I was a student, I imagined and dreamed
When I was a student, I imagined and dreamed
that I would wear a cloak made from my sun’s fringe.
that I would wear a cloak of my sun's lashes.
يومwhen اناI طالبa student حَسبتI thought انيthat I وصلتI had arrived
يوم انا طالب حَسبت اني وصلت
اثرنيit turned out that I ماnot دستI trod بالرجلwith the foot الوطاهthe ground
اثرني ما دست بالرجل الوطاه
When I was a student, I thought I had arrived—
When I was a student, I thought I had arrived;
only to find I had yet to set foot upon the earth.
it turned out I had not even set foot on the ground.
وانتهىand ended ربيعthe spring of الاحلامdreams وظهرتand I emerged
وانتهى ربيع الاحلام وظهرت
اصدمI collide with الواقعreality ويصدمنىand strikes me عطاهits gifts
اصدم الواقع ويصدمنى عطاه
The springtime of dreams ended, and I emerged
And the spring of dreams ended, and I emerged
to collide with reality, shocked by what it dealt me.
to collide with reality and be struck by its gifts.
ينجرحis wounded شوفthe gaze of العيونthe eyes الىwhenever التفتI turn
ينجرح شوف العيون الى التفت
كنas though فيin حجرthe sockets of العيونthe eyes اكبرthe largest قذاهmote
كن في حجر العيون اكبر قذاه
The gaze of my eyes is wounded whenever it turns,
My gaze is wounded whenever I turn,
as though the greatest mote were lodged in their sockets.
as though the largest mote were lodged in my eye sockets.
انif بغيتI wanted امشيto walk لقيتI found انّيthat I وقفتI had stopped
ان بغيت امشي لقيت انّي وقفت
وانand if رفعتI raised الصوتthe voice ماnot جانيcame to me صداهits echo
وان رفعت الصوت ما جاني صداه
If I tried to walk, I found myself standing still;
If I wished to walk, I found I had stopped;
and if I raised my voice, its echo never came to me.
and if I raised my voice, its echo did not reach me.
الحقايقthe truths فاجأتنيtook me by surprise ماnot بدأتI had begun
الحقايق فاجأتني ما بدأت
والزمانand time اسرعfaster منthan الليwhoever فيin رجاهhope for it
والزمان اسرع من اللي في رجاه
Truths caught me unawares before I had even begun,
Truths took me by surprise—I had not yet begun;
and time ran faster than what hope had held.
and time outpaces whoever waits for it in hope.
وانكسرand broke غصنthe branch of الخيالimagination الليthat زرعتI planted
وانكسر غصن الخيال اللي زرعت
والتوىand twisted صدريmy chest علىaround تسعينninety اهa sigh
والتوى صدري على تسعين اه
The branch of imagination I had planted broke,
And the branch of imagination I planted broke,
and my breast knotted itself around ninety cries of “Ah.”
and my chest twisted around ninety sighs.
لكنbut انيI رغمdespite هذاthis ماnot انهزمتI was defeated
لكن اني رغم هذا ما انهزمت
واستمريتand I continued ادعسI tread on الشوكthe thorns بحفاهwith bare feet
واستمريت ادعس الشوك بحفاه
Yet despite all this, I was not defeated;
But despite this, I was not defeated,
I went on trampling thorns barefoot.
and I kept treading thorns with bare feet.
كلماwhenever زادتincreased مواجيعيmy pains صبرتI endured
كلما زادت مواجيعي صبرت
بينbetween ثلجsnow وبينand between جمراتembers of الغضاهghada wood
بين ثلج وبين جمرات الغضاه
The more my pains increased, the more I endured,
Whenever my pains grew, I endured,
between ice and the embers of the ghada tree.
between snow and the embers of ghada wood.
ماnot غلبتI defeated الوقتtime لكنbut ماnot انغلبتI was defeated
ما غلبت الوقت لكن ما انغلبت
اعتصرI wring out نبعيmy spring منfrom بطونthe depths of الصفاهthe stone
اعتصر نبعي من بطون الصفاه
I did not defeat time, but neither was I defeated;
I did not defeat time, but I was not defeated;
I wrung my wellspring from the depths of solid rock.
I wring my spring from the depths of stone.
كلهاall of it لعيونfor the sake of معشوقa beloved(نindefinite ending) عشقتI adored
كلها لعيون معشوق(ن) عشقت
ديرتيmy homeland ديرةland of رفيعينthose with lofty الجباهforeheads
ديرتي ديرة رفيعين الجباه
All of it for the sake of a beloved I loved—
All of it for the sake of a beloved I adored:
my homeland, the land of people with heads held high.
my homeland, land of those who hold their heads high.
فيin ثراهاher soil غاليthe dearest of احبابيmy loved ones دفنتI buried
في ثراها غالي احبابي دفنت
وفيand in سماهاher sky اجمعI gather الحلمthe dream وهواهand its longing
وفي سماها اجمع الحلم وهواه
In her soil I buried the dearest of my loved ones,
In her soil I buried the dearest of my loved ones,
and in her sky I gather the dream and its longing.
and in her sky I gather the dream and its longing.
Sol 6.1