عَدِمتُ لَذِيذَ العَيشِ بِعدَك وَالكَرى
وَشَغّلتَ قَلبِي لَوعَةً وَتَذَكُّرا
I've lost the sweetness of living since you left, and memories
You've filled my heart with anguish and remembrance
وَكَم لَيلَةٍ قَد بتّ فيها مُولَّهاً
مَخافَةَ نَفسِي أَن تَذوبَ تَحَسُّرا
How many nights have I spent sleepless
Fearing for myself, about to melt from regret
أُقابلُ مَسرى الريح مِن نَحوِ أَرضِكُم
فِيَحرِمُني بَردَ النَسيم إِذا سَرى
I face the wind coming from your land
But the cool breeze denies me when it blows
لَقَد خابَ ما أَمَّلتُ مُذ سِرتُ عَنكُمُ
وَمِن رَكِبَ الآمال لَم يَحمَدِ السُرى
What I hoped for has failed since I left you
And my hopes didn't benefit from the journey
تنكّرَ لي دَهرِي وَلم يَدرِ أَنَّني
عَرَفتُ جَليّ الأَمرِ لَمّا تَنَكّرا
My fate turned against me, not knowing
I recognized the obvious when it disguised itself
يَقُولونَ لِي صَبراً عَلى البُعدِ وَالنَوى
وَمُذ بِنتَ عَنّي ما رُزِقتُ تَصَبُّرا
They tell me to be patient with the separation and intention
But since you left me, I've lacked patience
وَمِمّا شَجاني أَنَّني بِتّ مُغرَماً
بِأَزهَرَ يَحكِي البَدرَ حُسناً وَمَنظَرا
What hurts me is that I fell for
The most beautiful flower, beautiful like the full moon
يُؤرّقُ جَفنِي مِنهُ غُنجُ مَحاجِرٍ
تَعدّ مِنامَ الجفنِ حِجراً مُحَجّرا
Whose eyelashes deprive my eyes of sleep
Making my sleepy eyes into wakeful stones
وَلَولا الَّذي أَخشاهُ مِن جورِ حُكمِهِ
لحدّثتُكَ الأَمرَ الخَفِيّ كَما جَرى
If it wasn't for my fear of the injustice of his rule
I would have told you the hidden tale as it occurred
وَبُحتُ بِمكنُون الضَميرِ إِليكُمُ
وَأَظهَرتُ وَجداً كانَ في القَلبِ مُضمَرا
And revealed to you the secret feelings in my heart
Exposing a passion hidden within
وَلا بُدَّ مِن شَكوى فَتَعذِر مُدنَفاً
حَليفَ سَقامٍ أَو يَموتَ فَيُعذَرا
But one who is sick must make excuses
Or die, and thus be excused
وَلَكِنَّهُ مُذ لاحَ لامَ عذارِهِ
تَجَنّى فَلا يَلوي عَلى مَن تَعَذّرا
Since the time he shone, he makes no excuses
He does not bend for one who makes excuses
شَراني بِبَخسٍ وَهُوَ في الحُسنِ يُوسُفٌ
وَما بِاعَني إِلّا بِأَرخَصِ ما اِشتَرى
He bought me for less though he is Joseph in beauty
He did not buy me except for the cheapest price
فَيُمسي إِذا ما أظَلَمَ اللَيلُ ظالِمي
وَيَهجُر إِن صامَ النَهارُ وَهَجّرا
So he abandons me when night darkens
And shuns me when dawn breaks and shuns
وَلا ذَنبَ إِلّا أَنّني بُحتُ بِاسمِهِ
وَلا بُدّ لِلمَحزُونِ أَن يَتَذَكّرا
My only sin is that I confessed his name
The anguished cannot but remember
فَكُن ناصِري إِن شِئتَ في مَوقِفِ الهَوى
فَحُقّ لِمِثلي أَن يُعانَ وَيُنصَرا
So be my ally in this ordeal of passion
It is deserved that one like me gets helped and supported