حَنَنتُI yearned ِإلىfor العَهدِthe former days الَّذِيthat كَانَonce was فاِنقضَىand then passed away
حَنَنتُ ِإلى العَهدِ الَّذِي كَانَ فاِنقضَى
فَهاso here أناI فِيin الظَّلماءِthe darkness ألتَمسُI seek الصُّبحَاthe dawn
فَها أنا فِي الظَّلماءِ ألتَمسُ الصُّبحَا
I yearned for the days that once were and then passed away.
I yearned for the era that has passed and gone
So here I am in darkness, seeking dawn.
So here I am, in the dark, seeking the dawn
حَرِيقٌburning بنَارِwith the fire of القَلبِthe heart لاnot أحمِلُI bear الأسىgrief
حَرِيقٌ بنَارِ القَلبِ لا أحمِلُ الأسى
غَريقٌdrowning بِماءِin the water of الدَّمعtears لاnot أُحسنُI am skilled at السَّبحَاswimming
غَريقٌ بِماءِ الدَّمع لا أُحسنُ السَّبحَا
Burning in the heart's fire, I cannot bear grief;
A blaze with the fire of my heart, I cannot bear the sorrow
Drowning in tears, I do not know how to swim.
Drowning in the water of my tears, I cannot swim to shore
حُجِبتُI was barred فماليso I have no فيfor لِقَائِكَmeeting you حِيلَةٌmeans
حُجِبتُ فمالي في لِقَائِكَ حِيلَةٌ
عَلَىdespite أنَّنيthat I أظماI thirst بِحُبِّكَwith love for you أوor أضحَىI suffer the sun's heat
عَلَى أنَّني أظما بِحُبِّكَ أو أضحَى
I have been barred, with no means of meeting you,
I am veiled, so I have no tricks to meet you
Though I thirst with love for you or suffer the sun's heat.
Though I stay up loving you night and day
حَشايَmy innermost heart وأجفَانِيand my eyelids لَهِيبٌflame وأدمُعٌand tears
حَشايَ وأجفَانِي لَهِيبٌ وأدمُعٌ
فآونَةًso at times سَحَّاًa downpour وآوِنَةًand at times لَفحَاa scorching blast
فآونَةً سَحَّاً وآوِنَةً لَفحَا
My heart is flame, and my eyelids tears;
My cheeks and eyelids aflame and tears streaming
So at times a downpour, and at times a scorching blast.
One moment swimming, another moment aflame
حَلاليَwas sweet to me ذِكرُmention of الحُبِّlove حَتَّىuntil اختبرتُهُI experienced it
حَلاليَ ذِكرُ الحُبِّ حَتَّى اختبرتُهُ
فَأيقنتُso I became certain أنَّthat الجِدَّearnestness لاnot يُشبهُresembles المزحَاjesting
فَأيقنتُ أنَّ الجِدَّ لا يُشبهُ المزحَا
The mention of love was sweet to me until I experienced it,
My solace is thoughts of love, until I tried it
So I knew for certain that earnestness is not like jest.
And realized play is not the same as earnest
حَبيبٌa beloved هَجَرتُI forsook الخَلقَcreation طُرَّاًall without exception لِحُبِّهِfor love of him
حَبيبٌ هَجَرتُ الخَلقَ طُرَّاً لِحُبِّهِ
ومِنand for اجلِهِhis sake أضرَبتُI turned away عنfrom ذِكرِهمmentioning them صَفحاin disregard
ومِن اجلِهِ أضرَبتُ عن ذِكرِهم صَفحا
A beloved, for love of whom I forsook all creation,
A beloved I shunned people for his love
And for his sake I shunned all mention of them.
And for his sake turned from mentioning them
حَتمتُI made binding عَلىupon قَلبِيmy heart تَرقُّبَkeeping watch at بَابهِhis door
حَتمتُ عَلى قَلبِي تَرقُّبَ بَابهِ
عَسىperhaps مُغلِقُthe one who shuts الأوابِthe doors (likely intended) يُعقِبُهاwill follow them with فَتحاan opening
عَسى مُغلِقُ الأوابِ يُعقِبُها فَتحا
I bound my heart to keep watch at his door,
I made my heart await news of him
Perhaps he who shuts the doors will open them in turn.
Perhaps the closer of doors will open them
حُسِدتُI was envied علىfor دَمعٍِtears عليكَfor you أرَقتُهُI shed it
حُسِدتُ على دَمعٍِ عليكَ أرَقتُهُ
وذَاكَand that لأنَّbecause الحُبَّlove بالسَّحِّthrough the downpour قدindeed صَحَّاproved true
وذَاكَ لأنَّ الحُبَّ بالسَّحِّ قد صَحَّا
I was envied for the tears I shed for you,
I envied tears that fell for you
And that is because love has proved true through their outpouring.
For love is healed by swimming, I know true
حَنانيكَyour mercy, I beg you لَيسَis not الصَّبرُpatience عنكَapart from you بِمُمكِنٍat all possible
حَنانيكَ لَيسَ الصَّبرُ عنكَ بِمُمكِنٍ
فإنand if لمnot أنَلI gain مِنكَfrom you المَحَبَّةَlove فالصَّفحَاthen pardon
فإن لم أنَل مِنكَ المَحَبَّةَ فالصَّفحَا
Your mercy! Patience apart from you is impossible.
Your affection, I cannot bear patience from you
And if I do not gain your love, then grant me pardon.
If I don't get your love, then turn away
حَرامٌforbidden علىto العٍِيدينِthe two feasts طَرفيmy gaze ومَسمَعيand my hearing
حَرامٌ على العٍِيدينِ طَرفي ومَسمَعي
لأنَّكَbecause you ياO مولايَmy master فِطريَmy Eid al-Fitr والأضحىand Eid al-Adha
لأنَّكَ يا مولايَ فِطريَ والأضحى
My gaze and hearing are forbidden to the two feasts,
My eyes and ears are forbidden for anyone else
For you, O my master, are my Eid al-Fitr and Eid al-Adha.
For you, my master, created my nature and being
Sol 6.1