كَتمتُI concealed الهَوىَpassionate love حتَّىuntil تَبَدَّتappeared سِمَاتُهُits signs
كَتمتُ الهَوىَ حتَّى تَبَدَّت سِمَاتُهُ
فَحُقِّقَso was confirmed حُبٌّa love كانَwas فيin حَيِّزِthe realm of الشَّكِّdoubt
فَحُقِّقَ حُبٌّ كانَ في حَيِّزِ الشَّكِّ
I concealed my passion until its signs appeared,
I concealed my love until its traits appeared,
and a love once in the realm of doubt was confirmed.
So a love was realized that was in the realm of doubt.
كَحَلتُI applied kohl to جُفُونِيmy eyelids بالسُّهادِwith sleeplessness عُقوبَةًas punishment
كَحَلتُ جُفُونِي بالسُّهادِ عُقوبَةً
لِسِرٍّfor a secret يُرَىis seen بَينَbetween التَّقلُّبِrestless tossing والسَّفكِand tear-shedding
لِسِرٍّ يُرَى بَينَ التَّقلُّبِ والسَّفكِ
I lined my eyelids with the kohl of sleeplessness as punishment
I kohled my eyelids in sleeplessness as punishment
for a secret revealed amid restless tossing and the shedding of tears.
For a secret seen between tossing and pouring.
كَلِفتُI became enamored بِحِبٍّof a beloved لاnot أسَمِّيهِI name him هَيبَةًout of awe
كَلِفتُ بِحِبٍّ لا أسَمِّيهِ هَيبَةً
وَليسَand not يَصُدَّholds back الخَتمُthe seal عَنfrom عَبَقِthe fragrance of المسكِmusk
وَليسَ يَصُدَّ الخَتمُ عَن عَبَقِ المسكِ
I became enamored of a beloved I do not name, out of awe;
I was burdened with a love I do not call it for fear
yet no seal can hold back the fragrance of musk.
And a seal does not prevent the fragrance of musk.
كَنَيتُI alluded عَنِto المَحبُوبِthe beloved بالغَيرِby another غَيرةًout of jealousy
كَنَيتُ عَنِ المَحبُوبِ بالغَيرِ غَيرةً
وَقَلبيand my heart بَرِيءٌis free فيin هَوَاهُits love for him مِنَof الشِّركِdivided devotion
وَقَلبي بَرِيءٌ في هَوَاهُ مِنَ الشِّركِ
I referred to the beloved by another's name, out of jealousy,
I was jealous for the beloved with another in jealousy
and my heart, in its love for him, is free of divided devotion.
While my heart is innocent in his love of partnership.
كَبِيرٌheavy عَلَىupon قَلبِيmy heart وَحُلؤٌand sweet علَىupon فَمِيmy mouth
كَبِيرٌ عَلَى قَلبِي وَحُلؤٌ علَى فَمِي
فَماso not أنَاI مِنfrom حُبِّيmy love وذِكريand my remembrance بمُنفَكِّever free
فَما أنَا مِن حُبِّي وذِكري بمُنفَكِّ
Heavy upon my heart, yet sweet upon my lips,
It is great upon my heart and sweet upon my mouth
so I never part from loving and remembering him.
So I cannot be separated from my love and my mention.
كَسَانِيclothed me الضَّنَىwasting sickness فِيin قُربهِhis nearness خَوفَfear of بُعدِهِhis distance
كَسَانِي الضَّنَى فِي قُربهِ خَوفَ بُعدِهِ
ولاand no شيءthing بَعدَafter الوَصلِunion أنكىmore wounding مِنَthan التَّركِabandonment
ولا شيء بَعدَ الوَصلِ أنكى مِنَ التَّركِ
Fear of his distance clothed me in wasting, even in his nearness,
Yearning in his closeness pained me, fearing his absence
and after union, nothing wounds more deeply than abandonment.
And after unity nothing is more woeful than abandonment.
كِلاboth حَالتيthe two states of هَذَاthis الهوَىlove حَالُa state of لَذَّةٍdelight
كِلا حَالتي هَذَا الهوَى حَالُ لَذَّةٍ
فَسِيَّانِso both are alike عِندِيto me حِينَwhen أضحَكُI laugh أوor أبكِيI weep
فَسِيَّانِ عِندِي حِينَ أضحَكُ أو أبكِي
Both states of this love are states of delight,
In both my states, this love is a state of bliss
so it is the same to me whether I laugh or weep.
So to me it is equal when I laugh or when I cry.
كَفىit suffices حَزَناًas sorrow أنِّيthat I am أَسِيرُa captive of صَبابَةٍardent longing
كَفى حَزَناً أنِّي أَسِيرُ صَبابَةٍ
ولاand no طَمَعٌhope ليfor me فيin فِداءٍransom وَفيand in فَكِّrelease
ولا طَمَعٌ لي في فِداءٍ وَفي فَكِّ
It is sorrow enough that I am a captive of yearning,
It is enough of sorrow that I am a prisoner of youth
and I have no hope of ransom or release.
And I have no hope in ransom or in release.
كشَفتُI lifted حِجابَthe veil of القًلبِthe heart عَمَّاfrom what وَراءَهُis behind it
كشَفتُ حِجابَ القًلبِ عَمَّا وَراءَهُ
فَعَايَنتُthen I beheld بَحراًa sea لَيسَnot يُعبَرُis crossed بالفُلكِby ships
فَعَايَنتُ بَحراً لَيسَ يُعبَرُ بالفُلكِ
I lifted the heart's veil from what lay behind it,
I uncovered the veil of the heart from what was behind it
then beheld a sea that cannot be crossed by ships.
And I saw a sea that cannot be crossed by ships.
كمالُthe fulfillment of المُنَىhopes إنif كُنتَyou are تَرغَبُyou long فيfor المُنىhopes
كمالُ المُنَى إن كُنتَ تَرغَبُ في المُنى
إذاwhen فَنِيَis effaced المَملُوكُthe bondsman فيin مالِكِthe Master of الملُكِdominion
إذا فَنِيَ المَملُوكُ في مالِكِ الملُكِ
The fulfillment of hopes, if you aspire to them,
The perfection of wish, if you desire wish
comes when the bondsman is effaced in the Master of dominion.
Is when the owned perishes in the owner of the kingdom.
Sol 6.1