وياand O ليلةnight أفنيتُI used up فاحمcoal-black نَفْسهاits soul
ويا ليلة أفنيتُ فاحم نَفْسها
بفكريَwith my thought فيon مُهْراقthe parchment بيضwhite المنىhopes كتباin writing
بفكريَ في مُهْراق بيض المنى كتبا
And O night, whose coal-black soul I used up
Oh night I have wasted, inhaling its scent
writing with my thought on the parchment of white hopes.
With my thoughts of the white hills of al-Mana in scripture
عبرتI crossed بهاin it بحرthe sea الهمومcares فلمbut did not أجدI find
عبرت بها بحر الهموم فلم أجد
بهin it لارتقابto watch for الفجرdawn شرقاًan east ولاnor غرباًa west
به لارتقاب الفجر شرقاً ولا غرباً
In it I crossed the sea of cares, but found
I crossed with it the sea of worries, but did not find
in it neither east nor west from which to watch for dawn.
In it, in awaiting the dawn, an east or west
فهبْso suppose حَلَّقتْit soared بالفجرwith dawn عنقاءʿAnqāʾ, a mythical bird مغربMughrib, its epithet
فهبْ حَلَّقتْ بالفجر عنقاء مغرب
فأينthen where استقلاthey both departed حينwhen ناماthey both slept فماand did not هباthey both awoke
فأين استقلا حين ناما فما هبا
So suppose ʿAnqāʾ Mughrib soared off with dawn—
So it flew away at dawn, a western gazelle
then where did the two depart, when they slept and did not wake?
Where did they alight when they slept, that they did not bestow
يُخَيِّلُit seems ليto me أَنthat النجومَthe stars شَواخصٌstaring fixedly
يُخَيِّلُ لي أَن النجومَ شَواخصٌ
حيارىbewildered علىalong إِثريهماtheir two tracks ترقبwatching الدرباthe road
حيارى على إِثريهما ترقب الدربا
It seems to me that the stars are staring fixedly,
It seems to me the stars are signposts
bewildered, watching the road in the wake of them both.
Bewildered, in their tracks, awaiting the path
أَتبغيdo they seek انتظارawaiting القارظِيّيْنthe two Qāriẓīs منهماfrom the two of them
أَتبغي انتظار القارظِيّيْن منهما
نجومstars الدجىdarkness منfrom بعدafter ماthat قضياthey both fulfilled نحباan allotted lifetime
نجوم الدجى من بعد ما قضيا نحبا
Do they wish to await those two as one awaits the two Qāriẓīs—
Do I expect the two to wait for the Qarzi stars?
the stars of darkness—after both have met their deaths?
The stars of nightfall, after they had fulfilled their vow
Sol 6.1